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yea I feel like shit I hate being sick but atleast I have the lovable Serial Killer to make me feel better. Chris thank you Dexter is so awesome!!
Friday, December 26, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
What A Weekend!!!!
OK so I have pretty much told Jeremy the whole story but the rest of you especially Kelly will really want to hear about the kind of weekend I have had.
Now I have never been much of a smoker, I mean I would occasionally enjoy a Honey Dutch Master with friends while drinking (yea Chris you remember) and only a couple of times something more recreational (and I hope most people know what I mean by "recreational") anyway so to reiterate me = more of a social smoker whether it be a cigar or some M.J.
The other part of history you need to know before I get into my weekend is that my parents have for as long as I can remember been smoking the ganja, as well as a few of my aunts and uncles (mothers and fathers side [Kelly your parents are grouped in there too]) So everyday when my dad gets home they will usually withdraw into their room and do it. My sis and I have known for the longest time because it is pretty obvious I mean we hear coughing and when they are done they always spray air deodorizer to cover it up plus we can smell it. It was funny when Jeremy would come over and we would sit at the computer and we just knew that they were in there toking up. So my sister and I have talked about confronting them about it for YEARS but were always to afraid and never acted on our talks that is until one fateful Friday night when I got the motivation I needed.
Friday Night!
During the day I was at my Aunts house with my mom and ricky when we all went to my grandmas at around 5. I left to go get my paycheck to deposit it for some shopping but by the time I got back it was 6 something and I had planned to go to see my cousin play softball at a nearby park. It was freezing and it was a good game unfortunately they lost so I gave my other cousin a call to see what he was up to. He told me that I should come down to (my other aunts house where he is living) because there are a few people and some shit so I said why not and headed down. When I got there I went up inside and heard some music and saw a few people I knew like Jaclyn, Scott, Danny(my cousin), Tommy(kinda my cousin but through marriage not blood), Curtis(a friend of my cousins and mine who is down from college), and Vanessa(a friend of Jaclyns that I hadnt seen in like 5 or 6 years) and Kim(who I recognized from being at my aunt Judy's house) and some kid named Nick who I met for the first time(he wasnt much of a talker but still pretty cool) When I got up in there I noticed a beer pong table and some beer and everyone kinda chillin sitting in chairs. They were almost out of beer so Kim being 21 went to get some while I started talking to Curtis and everyone else. My cousin and Curtis both started rolling blunts my cousin kept his in his ear and Curtis went to one of the chairs and started smoking it with Nick by the time anyone noticed it was done and Kim was back with some beer. After awhile Scott and Curtis started a game of B.P. against I think Jaclyn and someone else, anyway I told my cousin that if we didnt smoke soon then I was leaving because there was nothing else really going down. After about a half hour and everyone telling me how shocked they were that I smoke my cousin packed a bowl and started passing (this is when I started talking to Kim) We started talking and really getting along and she said how cool I was and how we had seen each other so many times before but we never really talked, and I said I guess it just took this kinda of atmosphere to get us to talk to each other. So we were talking for awhile, around that time another kid showed up who I didnt know his name was Jarrett(he was pretty cool) Tommy said he was about to go to the gas station down the street to meet up with a couple chicks he called in and I wanted to go get some Honey Dutch's(cause it isnt a party without some Honey Cigars) so I bought what I wanted and we lead them back to the party (keep in mind that it might have happened in a different order so it isn't a 100% recollection)(I was High) The 2 girls were pretty nasty and I probably wouldn't touch them for anything. But Curtis seemed to like them a lot because he was mac'ing on both of them. After awhile Jarrett, Danny, Nick, and I ended up in Danny's room where Jarrett rolled up another blunt when were about done Jaclyn, Vanessa, and Kim came in and wanted us(well Danny) to kick put the nasty chicks (I just wanted to see a fight, and it was close to that) but Danny was pretty gone. Word of this got back to Curtis and he came in to find out what the problem was and Jaclyn told him she wanted them gone because it was "crowded out there". After standing there for 15 min he went back out there and Tommy kicked them but not without some shit talking first so they eventually left and Curtis was PISSED cause he wanted some pussy hahaha. And the next conversation I had with Kim is the one where I got my motivation. She told me that she smokes with my parents and especially my mom all the time she even went into detail about where the sit and how they talk after inhaling, I was just like you're lying and I don't believe you(even though I knew she was telling the truth) and she was like seriously, so I said I am gonna ask my mom about that. So after another half an hour I left at around 12:30.
Saturday
I had plans to go shopping in the morning but I didn't get up until close to 11. When I woke I remembered the conversation I had with Kim and how I said I would bring it up but I kinda just kept debating whether or not I was going to do it. By 1 I was out the door on my down to the Coastland Mall, I stopped at Burger King and decided to send my mom a text about it because I thought it safer than confronting her face to face(yea I'm a chicken Fuck You) I dont recall the text but she ended up saying we need to talk about it later and she didnt want to do it over text so I said ok and went about my day I got almost all my shopping done but my mom wanted me to bring up a couple people from Naples up to the house so they could help with the Christmas deco. and after we got up there I had to continue on to the Disney store at Coco. because the one in Coastland is closed!! So I got my cousin Ricky a lot of stuff and headed home now the rest of the night it was kinda awkward because we kinda knew that we were gonna talk sooner or later but that night would not be it.
Sunday
We had birthdays to celebrate at my aunt Judy's later that day, I got up around 10 and went out into the kitchen where again it was kinda awkward like the night before but my sister left with michael and my dad went to go get a shower and it just left my mother and me sitting at the kitchen table. She finally asked what do you wanna know and I cant remember exactly what I said or how it really started but we just talked like calm adults. She explained that they dont look at it like a "real drug" and that it was something that they started when they were my age. And they didnt want to flaunt it like some people in front of their kids(like your parents Kelly) and whatever and then I asked her what she would think if I smoked it. Again I cant remeber what she said but she mentioned that Kim had told Judy that Friday night I was smoking with her and my aunt told my mom so joked around and said how she already knew, she also said that if we(her kids) were ever going to do it she would hope it would happen after we had graduated (which I have). I continued to tell her about the times I drank and about the only time when I got drunk enough that I puked. We just talked for a good 30-45min most of it joking and laughing.(later she said that she expected it to be WAY more awkward then it was) but it was all good and I felt so much better afterward. I then showed my mom a clip of Katt Williams talking about weed(I will include it at the bottom) and she laughed pretty hard. So we then packed up and left for Judy's we got there when it was just my parents and Judy and Rick(aunt and uncle who my parents smoke with) and Kim and I joked with Kim about how she ratted me out about Friday night and we all got a good laugh about it. We then had the party. Everyone was pretty much gone by 8 and I went in my aunts bedroom with Kim, my mom, and judy. And my mom and Judy were talking and I guess was asking if they were gonna kick me out so they could toke. But my mom said "well he knows and he said he wants to do it more often"(I said that during our talk in the morning) then Rick came in and asked if they were going to do it in front of me and Judy told him he knows and does it too so.. then my dad came in and they went all to one side near the bathroom and pulled out a joint thats when Kim and I got up and joined them. So I then preceded to smoke weed with my Mom, Dad, Aunt, and Uncle!!! My aunt Judy who I have know my whole life is the one that passed it to me, in a way it was SUPER WEIRD but somehow not really at all, but yea so we then left like right after that. After we got home I then left to head down to my cousins(where I was at Friday) When I got there they had just started "The Love Guru" and started passing around his bong.
Monday
I didnt get really any sleep and had to take Jaclyn up to School at 7 so we left at 6:30. I then went home and passed out I woke up to a call from my (uber religious aunt) Linda to make sure I was still gonna pick her up at 5. So at 4:15 I left to go get her then dropped her off at home and headed out to my aunt Judy's to see Ricky and drop of some venison. I waited for my uncle to finish deep frying the venison I ate and then drove back out to my aunt Linda's where they were having a candle party I waited for them to finish cause I was my mom's ride. During the wait I fixed my aunts notebook mouse. We then got home and I am now writing this blog. So as you can clearly see this has been quite an interesting weekend and I can't wait for all the comments and questions to come so until next time...
Peace Out! (also the Katt Williams video I showed my mom is down below)
Now I have never been much of a smoker, I mean I would occasionally enjoy a Honey Dutch Master with friends while drinking (yea Chris you remember) and only a couple of times something more recreational (and I hope most people know what I mean by "recreational") anyway so to reiterate me = more of a social smoker whether it be a cigar or some M.J.
The other part of history you need to know before I get into my weekend is that my parents have for as long as I can remember been smoking the ganja, as well as a few of my aunts and uncles (mothers and fathers side [Kelly your parents are grouped in there too]) So everyday when my dad gets home they will usually withdraw into their room and do it. My sis and I have known for the longest time because it is pretty obvious I mean we hear coughing and when they are done they always spray air deodorizer to cover it up plus we can smell it. It was funny when Jeremy would come over and we would sit at the computer and we just knew that they were in there toking up. So my sister and I have talked about confronting them about it for YEARS but were always to afraid and never acted on our talks that is until one fateful Friday night when I got the motivation I needed.
Friday Night!
During the day I was at my Aunts house with my mom and ricky when we all went to my grandmas at around 5. I left to go get my paycheck to deposit it for some shopping but by the time I got back it was 6 something and I had planned to go to see my cousin play softball at a nearby park. It was freezing and it was a good game unfortunately they lost so I gave my other cousin a call to see what he was up to. He told me that I should come down to (my other aunts house where he is living) because there are a few people and some shit so I said why not and headed down. When I got there I went up inside and heard some music and saw a few people I knew like Jaclyn, Scott, Danny(my cousin), Tommy(kinda my cousin but through marriage not blood), Curtis(a friend of my cousins and mine who is down from college), and Vanessa(a friend of Jaclyns that I hadnt seen in like 5 or 6 years) and Kim(who I recognized from being at my aunt Judy's house) and some kid named Nick who I met for the first time(he wasnt much of a talker but still pretty cool) When I got up in there I noticed a beer pong table and some beer and everyone kinda chillin sitting in chairs. They were almost out of beer so Kim being 21 went to get some while I started talking to Curtis and everyone else. My cousin and Curtis both started rolling blunts my cousin kept his in his ear and Curtis went to one of the chairs and started smoking it with Nick by the time anyone noticed it was done and Kim was back with some beer. After awhile Scott and Curtis started a game of B.P. against I think Jaclyn and someone else, anyway I told my cousin that if we didnt smoke soon then I was leaving because there was nothing else really going down. After about a half hour and everyone telling me how shocked they were that I smoke my cousin packed a bowl and started passing (this is when I started talking to Kim) We started talking and really getting along and she said how cool I was and how we had seen each other so many times before but we never really talked, and I said I guess it just took this kinda of atmosphere to get us to talk to each other. So we were talking for awhile, around that time another kid showed up who I didnt know his name was Jarrett(he was pretty cool) Tommy said he was about to go to the gas station down the street to meet up with a couple chicks he called in and I wanted to go get some Honey Dutch's(cause it isnt a party without some Honey Cigars) so I bought what I wanted and we lead them back to the party (keep in mind that it might have happened in a different order so it isn't a 100% recollection)(I was High) The 2 girls were pretty nasty and I probably wouldn't touch them for anything. But Curtis seemed to like them a lot because he was mac'ing on both of them. After awhile Jarrett, Danny, Nick, and I ended up in Danny's room where Jarrett rolled up another blunt when were about done Jaclyn, Vanessa, and Kim came in and wanted us(well Danny) to kick put the nasty chicks (I just wanted to see a fight, and it was close to that) but Danny was pretty gone. Word of this got back to Curtis and he came in to find out what the problem was and Jaclyn told him she wanted them gone because it was "crowded out there". After standing there for 15 min he went back out there and Tommy kicked them but not without some shit talking first so they eventually left and Curtis was PISSED cause he wanted some pussy hahaha. And the next conversation I had with Kim is the one where I got my motivation. She told me that she smokes with my parents and especially my mom all the time she even went into detail about where the sit and how they talk after inhaling, I was just like you're lying and I don't believe you(even though I knew she was telling the truth) and she was like seriously, so I said I am gonna ask my mom about that. So after another half an hour I left at around 12:30.
Saturday
I had plans to go shopping in the morning but I didn't get up until close to 11. When I woke I remembered the conversation I had with Kim and how I said I would bring it up but I kinda just kept debating whether or not I was going to do it. By 1 I was out the door on my down to the Coastland Mall, I stopped at Burger King and decided to send my mom a text about it because I thought it safer than confronting her face to face(yea I'm a chicken Fuck You) I dont recall the text but she ended up saying we need to talk about it later and she didnt want to do it over text so I said ok and went about my day I got almost all my shopping done but my mom wanted me to bring up a couple people from Naples up to the house so they could help with the Christmas deco. and after we got up there I had to continue on to the Disney store at Coco. because the one in Coastland is closed!! So I got my cousin Ricky a lot of stuff and headed home now the rest of the night it was kinda awkward because we kinda knew that we were gonna talk sooner or later but that night would not be it.
Sunday
We had birthdays to celebrate at my aunt Judy's later that day, I got up around 10 and went out into the kitchen where again it was kinda awkward like the night before but my sister left with michael and my dad went to go get a shower and it just left my mother and me sitting at the kitchen table. She finally asked what do you wanna know and I cant remember exactly what I said or how it really started but we just talked like calm adults. She explained that they dont look at it like a "real drug" and that it was something that they started when they were my age. And they didnt want to flaunt it like some people in front of their kids(like your parents Kelly) and whatever and then I asked her what she would think if I smoked it. Again I cant remeber what she said but she mentioned that Kim had told Judy that Friday night I was smoking with her and my aunt told my mom so joked around and said how she already knew, she also said that if we(her kids) were ever going to do it she would hope it would happen after we had graduated (which I have). I continued to tell her about the times I drank and about the only time when I got drunk enough that I puked. We just talked for a good 30-45min most of it joking and laughing.(later she said that she expected it to be WAY more awkward then it was) but it was all good and I felt so much better afterward. I then showed my mom a clip of Katt Williams talking about weed(I will include it at the bottom) and she laughed pretty hard. So we then packed up and left for Judy's we got there when it was just my parents and Judy and Rick(aunt and uncle who my parents smoke with) and Kim and I joked with Kim about how she ratted me out about Friday night and we all got a good laugh about it. We then had the party. Everyone was pretty much gone by 8 and I went in my aunts bedroom with Kim, my mom, and judy. And my mom and Judy were talking and I guess was asking if they were gonna kick me out so they could toke. But my mom said "well he knows and he said he wants to do it more often"(I said that during our talk in the morning) then Rick came in and asked if they were going to do it in front of me and Judy told him he knows and does it too so.. then my dad came in and they went all to one side near the bathroom and pulled out a joint thats when Kim and I got up and joined them. So I then preceded to smoke weed with my Mom, Dad, Aunt, and Uncle!!! My aunt Judy who I have know my whole life is the one that passed it to me, in a way it was SUPER WEIRD but somehow not really at all, but yea so we then left like right after that. After we got home I then left to head down to my cousins(where I was at Friday) When I got there they had just started "The Love Guru" and started passing around his bong.
Monday
I didnt get really any sleep and had to take Jaclyn up to School at 7 so we left at 6:30. I then went home and passed out I woke up to a call from my (uber religious aunt) Linda to make sure I was still gonna pick her up at 5. So at 4:15 I left to go get her then dropped her off at home and headed out to my aunt Judy's to see Ricky and drop of some venison. I waited for my uncle to finish deep frying the venison I ate and then drove back out to my aunt Linda's where they were having a candle party I waited for them to finish cause I was my mom's ride. During the wait I fixed my aunts notebook mouse. We then got home and I am now writing this blog. So as you can clearly see this has been quite an interesting weekend and I can't wait for all the comments and questions to come so until next time...
Peace Out! (also the Katt Williams video I showed my mom is down below)
Friday, December 12, 2008
VLOG!!! V.2
Well hope you are happy Kelly! Not only did I give you a blog for Christmas but it is a video one too!
Monday, December 8, 2008
Sunday, December 7, 2008
X-Mas Ball and A Cold
I am sorry that I have been absent from the blogosphere for a few days but I have been fairly busy with a Wake, Funeral, a Concert and Family. Now I have a cold but I told myself that I NEED to write a blog so I am fighting through my cold and my intense need of sleep to update you tonight.
Side Note: Now most of you know that I have a pretty intense hate of most Country music but there are some exceptions like Garth Brooks and Rascal Flatts. I even grew up listening to it and I still do not like it that much. But there is a new exception and there whole C.D. is really good (I highly recommend you check it out Via iTunes or Chris, Zune Marketplace but they have great songs and there is a pretty funny one called "Sic' em on a Chicken"! (yes actual song title). The Band: Zac Brown Band, Album: The Foundation.
So yesterday (Friday Dec. 5, 2008) was the day that I have been waiting for, for about a month and a half. I woke up around, actually I cant remember but it was fairly early because I drove my mother down to my grandmothers. Half way there she realized that she forgot her rings so we decided that when we got there she would take the car back up to get them before my grandma got back from her appointment. I just waited there talking to my Uncle Bob until my grandma showed up with my Aunt Linda and Uncle Ron. We were talking while I made a sandwhich and waited for my Mom to show up with the car so I could try and make it up to Jeremy's before 2:30. After my mom got back and stayed a couple more minutes and talked and while looking at the time I knew that I had to leave immediately (it was like 10 after 2) so I got directly on I-75 and started north. Some how I got there in around 30 min. (for the distance I covered that is amazing![maybe it is a sign I drive to fast] nah cant be)
I called Eric shortly after getting off of J's exit and Eric said he was just about at the exit. When I got to his house I saw that his mothers car wasnt there I figured that meant no one was ther but I knocked anyway to no answer. By that time Eric pulled into the drive way, I told him and we decided to go to "The City" to see if he was there. As we were about to turn onto the street where T.C. (The City) was I realized I had called the wrong number earlier so I called J's old number and he said that he was minutes away from home. Damn! I had driven down there for nothing but it is only a few minutes away.
I apologize but I am going to Lightningize the rest of the blog because it is almost 2:00 a.m.
We shortly left Jeremy's and headed to search for food. Popeye's was the big winner and I am always good for some Popeye's mmmmmmm!!! We killed some time and ate, we figured we should go and try and find some where to park. Luckily we found some Free parking but somebody Fucking dropped there key, ERIC! so we spent a good 20 minutes looking for it while Framing Hanley played in the background. We finally found it but I decided that I would hold onto it because I didnt want to be stranded in North Ft Myers (It definitely worked out for the best) After getting through a pat down and ticket scan we were finally in! unfortunately some one ditched us shortly after ERIC! J and I waited for Framing to finally finish so that we could enjoy some real music. A song later they were done and all we needed was another 30 min. before the A-Team performed (Atreyu) J and I made our way into the madness but just far enough not to get crushed or hit (even though toward the end moshes started right next to us. Atreyu was awesome!! even though I mainly only knew there new stuff plus Ex's and Oh's (sorry Jeremy but thats just me). Next up SHINEDOWN!!!!! (granted I have seen them before in concert but I couldnt see anything because we were up in the seats at Germain) so this time I had to get as close as possible! (again sorry Jeremy I honestly didnt want to ditch you but I think you understand) and atleast I didnt ditch you like ERIC! so when they started playing I had to fight my way up to the front. I first used a mosh bit to gain a lot of ground (after pushing a few people around) I just took every opening I could and got within 10 yards of the stage and almost dead center. Half way through a couple of (drunk I think) jackasses were behind me ramming to get up front. I just planted my fight and stood my ground, one guy got in front of me so I just grabbed his two arms and threw him back behind me. Anyway SHINEDOWN was AWESOME!!!! Jeremy and I went to go sit down while AX7 set up. We both were kinda done and wanted to head out or do something and then I remembered Erics key on my key ring. So we decided to head to McD's (we ended up at The BK Lounge instead) because it was cheaper and prob better tasting than anyhtin they had at the concert. (like J I am not gonna go into the difficulties we had with his car but, Eric you need to get that looked at for real) We got back to the parking lot right as Eric was walking to us. We then went back to Jeremy's where I picked up my car and I went home and passed out.
Today I woke up late and didnt do much except feel sick all day, I had work at 5 but luckily I got out early around 8. I came home took some meds, watched The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. Now I am finishing this and then going to bed.
Tomorrow I am going down to my grandmas so that my mom can help decorate for Christmas and while this is going on I will be keeping my cousin occupied haha I cant wait.
So until next time
Peace Out!
Side Note: Now most of you know that I have a pretty intense hate of most Country music but there are some exceptions like Garth Brooks and Rascal Flatts. I even grew up listening to it and I still do not like it that much. But there is a new exception and there whole C.D. is really good (I highly recommend you check it out Via iTunes or Chris, Zune Marketplace but they have great songs and there is a pretty funny one called "Sic' em on a Chicken"! (yes actual song title). The Band: Zac Brown Band, Album: The Foundation.
So yesterday (Friday Dec. 5, 2008) was the day that I have been waiting for, for about a month and a half. I woke up around, actually I cant remember but it was fairly early because I drove my mother down to my grandmothers. Half way there she realized that she forgot her rings so we decided that when we got there she would take the car back up to get them before my grandma got back from her appointment. I just waited there talking to my Uncle Bob until my grandma showed up with my Aunt Linda and Uncle Ron. We were talking while I made a sandwhich and waited for my Mom to show up with the car so I could try and make it up to Jeremy's before 2:30. After my mom got back and stayed a couple more minutes and talked and while looking at the time I knew that I had to leave immediately (it was like 10 after 2) so I got directly on I-75 and started north. Some how I got there in around 30 min. (for the distance I covered that is amazing![maybe it is a sign I drive to fast] nah cant be)
I called Eric shortly after getting off of J's exit and Eric said he was just about at the exit. When I got to his house I saw that his mothers car wasnt there I figured that meant no one was ther but I knocked anyway to no answer. By that time Eric pulled into the drive way, I told him and we decided to go to "The City" to see if he was there. As we were about to turn onto the street where T.C. (The City) was I realized I had called the wrong number earlier so I called J's old number and he said that he was minutes away from home. Damn! I had driven down there for nothing but it is only a few minutes away.
I apologize but I am going to Lightningize the rest of the blog because it is almost 2:00 a.m.
We shortly left Jeremy's and headed to search for food. Popeye's was the big winner and I am always good for some Popeye's mmmmmmm!!! We killed some time and ate, we figured we should go and try and find some where to park. Luckily we found some Free parking but somebody Fucking dropped there key, ERIC! so we spent a good 20 minutes looking for it while Framing Hanley played in the background. We finally found it but I decided that I would hold onto it because I didnt want to be stranded in North Ft Myers (It definitely worked out for the best) After getting through a pat down and ticket scan we were finally in! unfortunately some one ditched us shortly after ERIC! J and I waited for Framing to finally finish so that we could enjoy some real music. A song later they were done and all we needed was another 30 min. before the A-Team performed (Atreyu) J and I made our way into the madness but just far enough not to get crushed or hit (even though toward the end moshes started right next to us. Atreyu was awesome!! even though I mainly only knew there new stuff plus Ex's and Oh's (sorry Jeremy but thats just me). Next up SHINEDOWN!!!!! (granted I have seen them before in concert but I couldnt see anything because we were up in the seats at Germain) so this time I had to get as close as possible! (again sorry Jeremy I honestly didnt want to ditch you but I think you understand) and atleast I didnt ditch you like ERIC! so when they started playing I had to fight my way up to the front. I first used a mosh bit to gain a lot of ground (after pushing a few people around) I just took every opening I could and got within 10 yards of the stage and almost dead center. Half way through a couple of (drunk I think) jackasses were behind me ramming to get up front. I just planted my fight and stood my ground, one guy got in front of me so I just grabbed his two arms and threw him back behind me. Anyway SHINEDOWN was AWESOME!!!! Jeremy and I went to go sit down while AX7 set up. We both were kinda done and wanted to head out or do something and then I remembered Erics key on my key ring. So we decided to head to McD's (we ended up at The BK Lounge instead) because it was cheaper and prob better tasting than anyhtin they had at the concert. (like J I am not gonna go into the difficulties we had with his car but, Eric you need to get that looked at for real) We got back to the parking lot right as Eric was walking to us. We then went back to Jeremy's where I picked up my car and I went home and passed out.
Today I woke up late and didnt do much except feel sick all day, I had work at 5 but luckily I got out early around 8. I came home took some meds, watched The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. Now I am finishing this and then going to bed.
Tomorrow I am going down to my grandmas so that my mom can help decorate for Christmas and while this is going on I will be keeping my cousin occupied haha I cant wait.
So until next time
Peace Out!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Happiness+Anger+Embarrassment+Loyalty=FAMILY!
You know I like my chicken fried
A cold beer on a Friday night
A pair of jeans that fit just right
And the radio up
Well I`ve seen the sunrise
See the love in my woman`s eyes
Feel the touch of a precious child
And know a mother`s love
Well I was raised up beneath the shade of a Georgia pine
And that`s home you know
Sweet tea pecan pie and homemade wine
Where the peaches grow
And my house it`s not much to talk about
But it`s filled with love that`s grown in southern ground
And it's funny how it`s the simple things in life that mean the most
Not where you live, what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes
There`s no dollar sign on a piece of mind this I`ve come to know
So if you agree have a drink with me
Raise you glasses for a toast
I thank god for my life
And for the stars and stripes
May freedom forever fly, let it ring
Salute the ones who died
And the ones that give their lives, so we don`t have to sacrifice
All the things we love
I know it has been awhile since I have blogged and I apologize profusely but I have just been kinda blog lazy lately. Unfortunately I need to make this short because I have to be up early tomorrow to get ready for my grandpa's funeral where I will be one of the Pallbearers.
Earlier tonight we had the wake where family and friends gathered to celebrate and talk about the many wonderful memories we have of him. It was plenty of fun, I saw a few people that I haven't seen in years so that was very joyful.
One other thing I want to update people on is my cousin. He is doing so great!! before he would always refuse interaction for anybody but now he is starting to return to his normal self and it makes me so happy to see him laughing and smiling again. Almost the whole wake I was playing with him and trying to keep him laughing so he wouldn't think about his hands and legs, I was pretty efficient. So yea I am ecstatic for him.
Until Next Time.....
Peace Out!
A cold beer on a Friday night
A pair of jeans that fit just right
And the radio up
Well I`ve seen the sunrise
See the love in my woman`s eyes
Feel the touch of a precious child
And know a mother`s love
Well I was raised up beneath the shade of a Georgia pine
And that`s home you know
Sweet tea pecan pie and homemade wine
Where the peaches grow
And my house it`s not much to talk about
But it`s filled with love that`s grown in southern ground
And it's funny how it`s the simple things in life that mean the most
Not where you live, what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes
There`s no dollar sign on a piece of mind this I`ve come to know
So if you agree have a drink with me
Raise you glasses for a toast
I thank god for my life
And for the stars and stripes
May freedom forever fly, let it ring
Salute the ones who died
And the ones that give their lives, so we don`t have to sacrifice
All the things we love
I know it has been awhile since I have blogged and I apologize profusely but I have just been kinda blog lazy lately. Unfortunately I need to make this short because I have to be up early tomorrow to get ready for my grandpa's funeral where I will be one of the Pallbearers.
Earlier tonight we had the wake where family and friends gathered to celebrate and talk about the many wonderful memories we have of him. It was plenty of fun, I saw a few people that I haven't seen in years so that was very joyful.
One other thing I want to update people on is my cousin. He is doing so great!! before he would always refuse interaction for anybody but now he is starting to return to his normal self and it makes me so happy to see him laughing and smiling again. Almost the whole wake I was playing with him and trying to keep him laughing so he wouldn't think about his hands and legs, I was pretty efficient. So yea I am ecstatic for him.
Until Next Time.....
Peace Out!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Events Transpired/Heartbroken
It has been quite awhile since I have brought you guys a new blog and the reasons are a plenty why I haven't. So many things have happened this past week and most of it terrible, things that honestly make me (and made me cry)(anyone who reads this and is like "you're a pussy for crying what kind of man are you?" or something like that, then I feel bad for you because you must not have a soul because when I tell you the kinda shit that has happen to my family over the past week you try and tell me it is not alright to cry). Anyway so most of you know that my Grandfather was in the hospital pretty much all last week and that my parents were cutting there vacation short to be here. So I will just pick up on Monday 24, 2008.
I cant remember where I was or what time it was but I remember my Mom calling me and giving me the awful news that my Grandfather was not doing good and that the doctors gave him about 24 hours to live. A little back story: so for the past year or so my grandpa has been slowly declining in health and we all knew it he was later not able to walk so he had to get a motorized wheel chair and he had been to the hospital a few times before when we thought it could be it for him so going into this stay at the hospital you would like to think you are prepared for the worst, but nothing and I mean nothing can prepare you for the actualization of death. Alright so Tuesday morning we (my dad, mom, and I) went down to the hospital to be with him along with many other family members. He really couldn't talk, the only thing he could really do at that point was breathe, so it wasn't looking good. After awhile there my dad and I had to drive down to my Aunts so he could get his truck so that I could get the car to go to work. I went straight home to get ready when I went in I asked what is the earliest I could leave because of the circumstances and my manager said she would let me know. After a fairly easy night everyone was pretty much gone at around 7:30 and we dont close til 9 so I went up and asked if I could leave and to my delight she said I could so I jumped in my car and raced home to get a shower and change. On my way out I picked up my sister and headed down to the hospital. When we got there we greeted everyone in the room(on another note I have a Big family and we are all really close, we always spend every holiday and every birthday together) Even though we are really close we still have a couple that are around has much as the rest and in our family it is Jason. He hardly ever shows up to anyone's birthdays or anything else, he is just kinda living his life(fairly successful I might add) so it was a pleasant surprise to see him there. For the longest time we waited and talked about past memories and trying to get grandpa to communicate and stay with us. After a couple of food runs with my cousin Danny and his "friend" (girlfriend really even though they deny it) it was getting late and Katie wanted to leave so I opted to take her home and then go back down to the hospital. After I returned and walked in the room everyone was huddled around him beginning to cry so I quickly took my place at his bed side. His breathing had slowed dramatically, it got to the point where he was only taking one gasp of breath per minute so we all just watched intently to see which was gonna be his last. He was so heartbreaking to watch him gasp for air and to fight with all his heart for that next breath, its like his body wanted to give up but his heart wouldn't allow it. At around 2:00am a nurse came in and we asked to check his pulse so she put her fingers on his neck and said she felt something but to be sure she got her stethoscope and checked his chest with everyone staring at her and him we asked as she shook her head no, there was no pulse so at 2:05 am it was official Bernard Hoedebeck was deceased. As it hit everyone like a shockwave from an atomic bomb we all started to cry or ball our eyes out for some. I started thinking about all my childhood memories at my grandparents place and how I would watch Wheel of Fortune and Jeopardy with them, and all the times my dad and I help them out by hurricane proofing their house or building 3 ramps and a platform from scratch for my grandpas scooter to get up into our house. I started really crying but it really hit me when I looked around the room and saw my cousin Danny who when I was young really looked up to as a an older brother. He was crying. And then I looked to my dad who was torn up to see him keep turning around away from the bed with a tissue in his hand. I have known my dad my whole life and I have NEVER EVER seen him shed one tear or even look like he could, my dad has been that really strong personally emotionally and he has never really showed any. So to see him in that state really tore me up inside. I can understand why though because he lost his parents early and he saw my moms parents as his own parents which is why anytime they needed something done he was always there to give a helping hand. So that is one thing that I have had to deal with lately. Want to hear about the second which to me might be worse then my grandpa because I was atleast a little prepared for that but this next thing was so sudden and it happen to the person that I absolutely love more than anyone in my whole family.
That is my cousin Ricky, and it is also him before the accident. Most of dont know but now you will, I got this call Sunday morning from my mom who was again crying so I thought that my grandfather might have passed but no it was not it. I am just gonna copy and paste from earlier blog.
As in the video above you can see he used to be the happiest and cutest hid alive, he soo much fun to around and to play with I LOVE him SOOO much.
After they got back a couple days ago I saw him for the first time in his stroller with bandages wrapped around his legs and his hands were so wrapped that he cant move his fingers and it looks like he is wearing white gloves. It so heartbreaking to see him like that. Also he doesnt have the childish spirit any more it tears me up because any one even trys talking to him all he does is scream for you to go away. He is so miserable and it really hurts me to see him like that I just want him to recover and get that spirit back I am afraid that he will end up a sad and bitter person. Just thinking about it is making me cry, everytime he used to come over or we would be at a family affair he would always call out my name wondering where I was and I would chase him and pick him up and play and when ever he would leave he would give me hugs and kisses but now only turns his head at everyone and no longer smiles. I am done:(
Peace Out...
I cant remember where I was or what time it was but I remember my Mom calling me and giving me the awful news that my Grandfather was not doing good and that the doctors gave him about 24 hours to live. A little back story: so for the past year or so my grandpa has been slowly declining in health and we all knew it he was later not able to walk so he had to get a motorized wheel chair and he had been to the hospital a few times before when we thought it could be it for him so going into this stay at the hospital you would like to think you are prepared for the worst, but nothing and I mean nothing can prepare you for the actualization of death. Alright so Tuesday morning we (my dad, mom, and I) went down to the hospital to be with him along with many other family members. He really couldn't talk, the only thing he could really do at that point was breathe, so it wasn't looking good. After awhile there my dad and I had to drive down to my Aunts so he could get his truck so that I could get the car to go to work. I went straight home to get ready when I went in I asked what is the earliest I could leave because of the circumstances and my manager said she would let me know. After a fairly easy night everyone was pretty much gone at around 7:30 and we dont close til 9 so I went up and asked if I could leave and to my delight she said I could so I jumped in my car and raced home to get a shower and change. On my way out I picked up my sister and headed down to the hospital. When we got there we greeted everyone in the room(on another note I have a Big family and we are all really close, we always spend every holiday and every birthday together) Even though we are really close we still have a couple that are around has much as the rest and in our family it is Jason. He hardly ever shows up to anyone's birthdays or anything else, he is just kinda living his life(fairly successful I might add) so it was a pleasant surprise to see him there. For the longest time we waited and talked about past memories and trying to get grandpa to communicate and stay with us. After a couple of food runs with my cousin Danny and his "friend" (girlfriend really even though they deny it) it was getting late and Katie wanted to leave so I opted to take her home and then go back down to the hospital. After I returned and walked in the room everyone was huddled around him beginning to cry so I quickly took my place at his bed side. His breathing had slowed dramatically, it got to the point where he was only taking one gasp of breath per minute so we all just watched intently to see which was gonna be his last. He was so heartbreaking to watch him gasp for air and to fight with all his heart for that next breath, its like his body wanted to give up but his heart wouldn't allow it. At around 2:00am a nurse came in and we asked to check his pulse so she put her fingers on his neck and said she felt something but to be sure she got her stethoscope and checked his chest with everyone staring at her and him we asked as she shook her head no, there was no pulse so at 2:05 am it was official Bernard Hoedebeck was deceased. As it hit everyone like a shockwave from an atomic bomb we all started to cry or ball our eyes out for some. I started thinking about all my childhood memories at my grandparents place and how I would watch Wheel of Fortune and Jeopardy with them, and all the times my dad and I help them out by hurricane proofing their house or building 3 ramps and a platform from scratch for my grandpas scooter to get up into our house. I started really crying but it really hit me when I looked around the room and saw my cousin Danny who when I was young really looked up to as a an older brother. He was crying. And then I looked to my dad who was torn up to see him keep turning around away from the bed with a tissue in his hand. I have known my dad my whole life and I have NEVER EVER seen him shed one tear or even look like he could, my dad has been that really strong personally emotionally and he has never really showed any. So to see him in that state really tore me up inside. I can understand why though because he lost his parents early and he saw my moms parents as his own parents which is why anytime they needed something done he was always there to give a helping hand. So that is one thing that I have had to deal with lately. Want to hear about the second which to me might be worse then my grandpa because I was atleast a little prepared for that but this next thing was so sudden and it happen to the person that I absolutely love more than anyone in my whole family.
That is my cousin Ricky, and it is also him before the accident. Most of dont know but now you will, I got this call Sunday morning from my mom who was again crying so I thought that my grandfather might have passed but no it was not it. I am just gonna copy and paste from earlier blog.
Saturday night when I had the choice to either go to Jeremy's or my aunts house where my cousin(age 20) was gonna have a bomb fire (he had a lot of phone books to burn) now no offense to Jeremy but I wish with all my heart that I could go back and change my decision (I feel I could have prevented what happened [explanation soon]) So I got to Jeremy's around 10 we kinda just talked and fooled around on the internet (I also gave him a present) before bed I watched the Supernatural episode from two weeks ago (yea I slacked a little) We woke up around 9 to nothing to exciting planned so we again just fooled around online and talked to his mom while she looked at Black Friday ads AGAIN. Then I got the call, my mom called me crying again and I feared the worst that possibly my grandfather had passed, but I actually got worse news. My little cousin who I love 10x more than anybody else in my family (immediate or not) somehow got outside under the "supervision" of my cousin (20 year old) and got to the still burning coals of the fire the night before. I dont know if he fell into or what but he ended up with burns on his hands between his knee and mid shin and a small spot on his back (as I am writing this I am starting to cry [making my title true]) Now I dont know the extent of the burns but he had to be taken to Tampa's Burn Center in a helicopter.
We could ask questions all day like: Why didnt someone throw dirt on the coals to put them out? or Where the fuck was Danny when Ricky got out? But no one person can be blamed for what has happened we just have to hope for as great as a recovery as possible.
As in the video above you can see he used to be the happiest and cutest hid alive, he soo much fun to around and to play with I LOVE him SOOO much.
After they got back a couple days ago I saw him for the first time in his stroller with bandages wrapped around his legs and his hands were so wrapped that he cant move his fingers and it looks like he is wearing white gloves. It so heartbreaking to see him like that. Also he doesnt have the childish spirit any more it tears me up because any one even trys talking to him all he does is scream for you to go away. He is so miserable and it really hurts me to see him like that I just want him to recover and get that spirit back I am afraid that he will end up a sad and bitter person. Just thinking about it is making me cry, everytime he used to come over or we would be at a family affair he would always call out my name wondering where I was and I would chase him and pick him up and play and when ever he would leave he would give me hugs and kisses but now only turns his head at everyone and no longer smiles. I am done:(
Peace Out...
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Tears
I know it has been quite awhile since I have sat down and actually wrote a full blog but certain events have taken place this past week that I feel obligated to get them out there.
I am a self proclaimed Atheist and a few of my friends are as well (well that read this blog) now I would normally never even talk about the possibility of a or the G** but again due to the circumstances I have to say this: FUCK YOU GOD!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!!! (explanation to come later)
OK so the past week and half (most of you know) my parents and sister have been up in Michigan leaving me alone in the house. Now after the first day or so I thought wow this is awesome I can do whatever I want with out having to ask or whatever. But after a couple more days I realized nothing had really changed because I still did the same shit that I did when they were home except it was a little quieter. I still went to work after getting up around noon, I still went to Jeremy's on my days off, and I still didn't go to bed until 3 or 4 in morning. When I was home it was pretty lonely if I couldn't have gone to Jeremy's I probably would have killed my self because it was to lonely.
About half way through the week my mom called me crying and telling me that my grandpa had been admitted to the hospital and said it wasn't looking good, she also said that they were gonna start on their way to come home which would cut their vacation a week or so short. The next day I called and she said that he was doing a lot better and they were going to stay up there until they heard more from my grandma. A couple days later he didnt get any better so my parents finally made up there mind and decided to start heading down, she also asked me to go visit him in the hospital and represent our (immediate) family. I never like to see family members in such a state of vulnerability so I really didnt want to go but my mom insisted and what kind of dick would I have been if I told her that I not gonna go see my sick grandpa so Thursday (my day off) I went up at around 1 to see him, unfortunately he was in testing so I met my grandma, my aunt and a couple other family members down in the cafeteria. We sort of just passed the time by talking, they asked me about my job and how I had been holding up all by myself at the house. Eventually we got to see him after the tests I was there a good hour before my aunt left so I decided it best time for me to go but I told them I would be back later that night in case my grandma needed a ride home. So around 6 that night I went back and went back up to the room to see my aunt linda and cousin?(I think) Patty so I just stayed there for awhile until they were ready to go.
So lets speed it up to Saturday night when I had the choice to either go to Jeremy's or my aunts house where my cousin(age 20) was gonna have a bomb fire (he had a lot of phone books to burn) now no offense to Jeremy but I wish with all my heart that I could go back and change my decision (I feel I could have prevented what happened [explanation soon]) So I got to Jeremy's around 10 we kinda just talked and fooled around on the internet (I also gave him a present) before bed I watched the Supernatural episode from two weeks ago (yea I slacked a little) We woke up around 9 to nothing to exciting planned so we again just fooled around online and talked to his mom while she looked at Black Friday ads AGAIN. Then I got the call, my mom called me crying again and I feared the worst that possibly my grandfather had passed, but I actually got worse news. My little cousin who I love 10x more than anybody else in my family (immediate or not) somehow got outside under the "supervision" of my cousin (20 year old) and got to the still burning coals of the fire the night before. I dont know if he fell into or what but he ended up with burns on his hands between his knee and mid shin and a small spot on his back (as I am writing this I am starting to cry [making my title true]) Now I dont know the extent of the burns but he had to be taken to Tampa's Burn Center in a helicopter.
We could ask questions all day like: Why didnt someone throw dirt on the coals to put them out? or Where the fuck was Danny when Ricky got out? But no one person can be blamed for what has happened we just have to hope for as great as a recovery as possible.
I just now got off the phone with my mom and they are gonna be here in 2 hours and I am done.
I will update later so until then.
Peace Out :(
I am a self proclaimed Atheist and a few of my friends are as well (well that read this blog) now I would normally never even talk about the possibility of a or the G** but again due to the circumstances I have to say this: FUCK YOU GOD!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!!! (explanation to come later)
OK so the past week and half (most of you know) my parents and sister have been up in Michigan leaving me alone in the house. Now after the first day or so I thought wow this is awesome I can do whatever I want with out having to ask or whatever. But after a couple more days I realized nothing had really changed because I still did the same shit that I did when they were home except it was a little quieter. I still went to work after getting up around noon, I still went to Jeremy's on my days off, and I still didn't go to bed until 3 or 4 in morning. When I was home it was pretty lonely if I couldn't have gone to Jeremy's I probably would have killed my self because it was to lonely.
About half way through the week my mom called me crying and telling me that my grandpa had been admitted to the hospital and said it wasn't looking good, she also said that they were gonna start on their way to come home which would cut their vacation a week or so short. The next day I called and she said that he was doing a lot better and they were going to stay up there until they heard more from my grandma. A couple days later he didnt get any better so my parents finally made up there mind and decided to start heading down, she also asked me to go visit him in the hospital and represent our (immediate) family. I never like to see family members in such a state of vulnerability so I really didnt want to go but my mom insisted and what kind of dick would I have been if I told her that I not gonna go see my sick grandpa so Thursday (my day off) I went up at around 1 to see him, unfortunately he was in testing so I met my grandma, my aunt and a couple other family members down in the cafeteria. We sort of just passed the time by talking, they asked me about my job and how I had been holding up all by myself at the house. Eventually we got to see him after the tests I was there a good hour before my aunt left so I decided it best time for me to go but I told them I would be back later that night in case my grandma needed a ride home. So around 6 that night I went back and went back up to the room to see my aunt linda and cousin?(I think) Patty so I just stayed there for awhile until they were ready to go.
So lets speed it up to Saturday night when I had the choice to either go to Jeremy's or my aunts house where my cousin(age 20) was gonna have a bomb fire (he had a lot of phone books to burn) now no offense to Jeremy but I wish with all my heart that I could go back and change my decision (I feel I could have prevented what happened [explanation soon]) So I got to Jeremy's around 10 we kinda just talked and fooled around on the internet (I also gave him a present) before bed I watched the Supernatural episode from two weeks ago (yea I slacked a little) We woke up around 9 to nothing to exciting planned so we again just fooled around online and talked to his mom while she looked at Black Friday ads AGAIN. Then I got the call, my mom called me crying again and I feared the worst that possibly my grandfather had passed, but I actually got worse news. My little cousin who I love 10x more than anybody else in my family (immediate or not) somehow got outside under the "supervision" of my cousin (20 year old) and got to the still burning coals of the fire the night before. I dont know if he fell into or what but he ended up with burns on his hands between his knee and mid shin and a small spot on his back (as I am writing this I am starting to cry [making my title true]) Now I dont know the extent of the burns but he had to be taken to Tampa's Burn Center in a helicopter.
We could ask questions all day like: Why didnt someone throw dirt on the coals to put them out? or Where the fuck was Danny when Ricky got out? But no one person can be blamed for what has happened we just have to hope for as great as a recovery as possible.
I just now got off the phone with my mom and they are gonna be here in 2 hours and I am done.
I will update later so until then.
Peace Out :(
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Bored at Panera Waiting For Eric!
Right now I am back at Panera doing pretty much nothing except listening to music and writing this. Yesterday I didnt do much, I woke up at like 1 after going to sleep at 5am because of my Chuck Marathon. I then got ready and went to work, it was really busy and for once I wasnt bored standing around the whole time. After work I went back home and preceded to do nothing, I just surfed the internet and watched some youtube videos again I didnt get to sleep until early the next day, around 3am. Today I woke up around 1130am printed out an application for a Checking Account. At 1 I finally filled it out and went to the bank. It only took a couple minutes so now I have to wait 7-10 business days before I get my card and checks.
So I am now gonna leave Coco. and head up to Jeremy's
Peace Out!
So I am now gonna leave Coco. and head up to Jeremy's
Peace Out!
Monday, November 17, 2008
Mobility/Spicing Up My Blog Life
So right now I am not at my house like I usually am but instead I am outside of Panera Bread in Coconut Point Mall using there free WiFi. I have wanted to do this ever since I got this laptop. It gets boring after awhile writing a Blog every night in the same place at around the same time kinda like married people they usually have to do something to make their love not so boring so they often try different positions or locales. (I just compared my blogging to sex Sweet) well not sweet actually sad.
Since I dont have the time to all they way back to my last blog I will just tell you about my two days off.
Sunday morning I woke up around 11 and gave Jeremy a call to see what he was up to (we had plans to meet up) He was with his family all over the place, so I started going up to his house and when I was closer I called him and found out that they had stopped at Costco so I quickly got there before they moved onto somewhere else. When I got there they were looking at tires, After couple minutes we went into the store and walked around while his mom and dad picked up a few things. We then got something to eat Jeremy and I had hotdogs (really big hotdogs that were only a dollar) and his parents had slices of pizza. After eating we headed over to Circuit City to look at laptops (his mom is looking for one even though she doesnt know how to turn one on... well now she does cause Jeremy showed her ahahahah) anyway we beat his parents because they stopped at Pepboys. We then talked to some dude that reminded me of Dave Chappelle. We then went back to Jeremy's and messed around with our identical new laptops while his mom was checking out Black Friday ads. After chatting with Chris and each other Jeremy decided we should watch a blu-ray, he decided on "The Road Warrior" which I have never seen before and I gotta say it was Fucking Awesome. Right before the movie his mom came in with the new bowls from Popeyes (red beans and rice topped with chicken and cheese) Delicious. After TRW we started watching a couple episodes of Chuck one of my new favorite shows (it might move up and take the #3 spot away from Supernatural right behind LOST and House) the main purpose was to try and get Jeremy hooked like I had become. He seemed to like it a lot (mission successful Chris) soon 10 o'clock rolled around and I figured I would go home so that Jeremy could get some sleep because he had work tomorrow. The only thing I did after eating was watch Chuck I didnt get to sleep until 6 in the morning. I then woke up at 1 pm and started watching more Chuck and then I took a nap at 5 woke up at 6 and came to Coco. walked around Best Buy and Target now I am at Panera writing this and listening to some music (Atreyu as of right now [cant wait to see them in concert!!!]) So I am now gonna hit up Asian Chao before they close so until the next time I blog which I dont know when........
Peace Out!!
Since I dont have the time to all they way back to my last blog I will just tell you about my two days off.
Sunday morning I woke up around 11 and gave Jeremy a call to see what he was up to (we had plans to meet up) He was with his family all over the place, so I started going up to his house and when I was closer I called him and found out that they had stopped at Costco so I quickly got there before they moved onto somewhere else. When I got there they were looking at tires, After couple minutes we went into the store and walked around while his mom and dad picked up a few things. We then got something to eat Jeremy and I had hotdogs (really big hotdogs that were only a dollar) and his parents had slices of pizza. After eating we headed over to Circuit City to look at laptops (his mom is looking for one even though she doesnt know how to turn one on... well now she does cause Jeremy showed her ahahahah) anyway we beat his parents because they stopped at Pepboys. We then talked to some dude that reminded me of Dave Chappelle. We then went back to Jeremy's and messed around with our identical new laptops while his mom was checking out Black Friday ads. After chatting with Chris and each other Jeremy decided we should watch a blu-ray, he decided on "The Road Warrior" which I have never seen before and I gotta say it was Fucking Awesome. Right before the movie his mom came in with the new bowls from Popeyes (red beans and rice topped with chicken and cheese) Delicious. After TRW we started watching a couple episodes of Chuck one of my new favorite shows (it might move up and take the #3 spot away from Supernatural right behind LOST and House) the main purpose was to try and get Jeremy hooked like I had become. He seemed to like it a lot (mission successful Chris) soon 10 o'clock rolled around and I figured I would go home so that Jeremy could get some sleep because he had work tomorrow. The only thing I did after eating was watch Chuck I didnt get to sleep until 6 in the morning. I then woke up at 1 pm and started watching more Chuck and then I took a nap at 5 woke up at 6 and came to Coco. walked around Best Buy and Target now I am at Panera writing this and listening to some music (Atreyu as of right now [cant wait to see them in concert!!!]) So I am now gonna hit up Asian Chao before they close so until the next time I blog which I dont know when........
Peace Out!!
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Sorry!!...
... I have not been blogging like I should but between working these past three days and this new laptop I have found no time left over to write out a blog. But tomorrow I dont work Monday either so hopefully one of those nights I will have the time to catch everyone up on my past week.
Kelly!! show my parents this----->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubOjeXgE_TM
Kelly!! show my parents this----->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubOjeXgE_TM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
VLOG!!!!!!
I just wanna say sorry if you cant hear some of what I say and I sorry to Chris cause I know how bad youre internet sucks. Let me know what you think and if maybe you would like me to post more Video Blogs.
Also I accept all feedback good or bad so dont be shy let me know what you think!
Also I accept all feedback good or bad so dont be shy let me know what you think!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
What Is Freedom?
Is it having a choice to do whatever you want? Is it being out on your own trying to survive in this world? Is it listening to your self instead of your parents? or, Is it something you watch or listen to that lets you escape reality?
Well as most of you know, tomorrow.... well today my parents(and my sister) are leaving for Michigan and will be gone around 2 weeks. At first I thought it was a big deal, me all alone in this house with no authority other than myself to dictate what to or not to do, Is that Freedom? But after thinking about it these next two weeks aren't going to much different than they would have been if my family was here(the only difference is that it will finally be quiet around here and I don't have too worry about getting yelled at for something) I will still sleep in late, I will still be going to work, and on my days off I will probably still go over to Jeremy's. So there will be no big deviation from my normal life. So is it really Freedom?
Anyway Saturday night right after work I went directly to Jeremy's so that we could play through Gears 2 on co-op and he could get his achievements. We played until about 3am Sunday morning after a "nap" we were back up and playing. IN all it took us 15 hours and 29 minutes to complete it on Insane. We were able to shave close to 5 hours off of Jeremy's original completion time of 20 hours. We then started playing Horde mode around 5pm when I decided I need to get home for dinner(Hmmm Steaks). Monday I spent most of time just sitting at home doing nothing. I woke up today by my sister, now I had to be to work at 4 but I was gonna have to leave early because my sister's FUCKING cat has fleas and we had to "bomb" her room and the living room to kill all of them. So I left early and ran up to Mickey D's for some Mcfeelin' but still ended up at work a good 45 minutes early. Work was pretty boring so I came home and did what I normally do surf the interweb and not do anything productive. I have watched the first episode of Whale Wars(which is free on iTunes right now) so check it out, it turned out to be very good it might be a show I will follow.(Kelly you should check it out) As I was watching that I was also downloading the new episode of House that I missed because of work and again it was amazing!! So now I am just finishing this Blog and I need to get to sleep because I need to get up early and help my dad get ready to go. After they leave I will probably head up to Jeremy's so I will fill you in tomorrow night but until then........
Peace Out!
(For Kelly)
Rise Today-Alter Bridge
Open Your Eyes-Alter Bridge
Broken Wings-Alter Bridge
Washing The World Away-Crossfade
Everything's Wrong-Crossfade
Rooftops (A Liberation Broadcast)-Lostprophets
All I Ever Wanted-Shinedown
Beyond The Sun-Shinedown
Begin Again-Shinedown
Anthem For The Underdog-12 Stones
This Dark Day-12 Stones
Arms Of A Stranger-12 Stones
The Last Song-12 Stones
Photograph-12 Stones
If you like any or all these songs I suggest you look up the bands and listen to all their songs.
Peace and much Love XOXOXOXOXO
Well as most of you know, tomorrow.... well today my parents(and my sister) are leaving for Michigan and will be gone around 2 weeks. At first I thought it was a big deal, me all alone in this house with no authority other than myself to dictate what to or not to do, Is that Freedom? But after thinking about it these next two weeks aren't going to much different than they would have been if my family was here(the only difference is that it will finally be quiet around here and I don't have too worry about getting yelled at for something) I will still sleep in late, I will still be going to work, and on my days off I will probably still go over to Jeremy's. So there will be no big deviation from my normal life. So is it really Freedom?
Anyway Saturday night right after work I went directly to Jeremy's so that we could play through Gears 2 on co-op and he could get his achievements. We played until about 3am Sunday morning after a "nap" we were back up and playing. IN all it took us 15 hours and 29 minutes to complete it on Insane. We were able to shave close to 5 hours off of Jeremy's original completion time of 20 hours. We then started playing Horde mode around 5pm when I decided I need to get home for dinner(Hmmm Steaks). Monday I spent most of time just sitting at home doing nothing. I woke up today by my sister, now I had to be to work at 4 but I was gonna have to leave early because my sister's FUCKING cat has fleas and we had to "bomb" her room and the living room to kill all of them. So I left early and ran up to Mickey D's for some Mcfeelin' but still ended up at work a good 45 minutes early. Work was pretty boring so I came home and did what I normally do surf the interweb and not do anything productive. I have watched the first episode of Whale Wars(which is free on iTunes right now) so check it out, it turned out to be very good it might be a show I will follow.(Kelly you should check it out) As I was watching that I was also downloading the new episode of House that I missed because of work and again it was amazing!! So now I am just finishing this Blog and I need to get to sleep because I need to get up early and help my dad get ready to go. After they leave I will probably head up to Jeremy's so I will fill you in tomorrow night but until then........
Peace Out!
(For Kelly)
Rise Today-Alter Bridge
Open Your Eyes-Alter Bridge
Broken Wings-Alter Bridge
Washing The World Away-Crossfade
Everything's Wrong-Crossfade
Rooftops (A Liberation Broadcast)-Lostprophets
All I Ever Wanted-Shinedown
Beyond The Sun-Shinedown
Begin Again-Shinedown
Anthem For The Underdog-12 Stones
This Dark Day-12 Stones
Arms Of A Stranger-12 Stones
The Last Song-12 Stones
Photograph-12 Stones
If you like any or all these songs I suggest you look up the bands and listen to all their songs.
Peace and much Love XOXOXOXOXO
Friday, November 7, 2008
Tameing My Addiction!
More to come a little later....
OK before I begin I want to plug my cousin's blog, she just started and all I ask is to check it out and tell her what you think of it. Kelly's Musical Salvation
(Chris you have started a blogging army it just keeps spreading!!!)
Also another thing that I am going to do in the next couple of days is write somebody a letter, a "real" letter and if you are reading this you know who you are. I really can't wait, I think it will be good to sit down and write a nice well thought out hand written letter, then wait for one in return.
OK so now the theme of this blog... ADDICTION!! specifically my addiction to the internet and computers in general. One of my friends seem to be worried while the other one is like "there is nothing wrong with an addiction to the internet" so in the coming week I am going to try to cut back the amount of time that I check things on the internet like my Facebook, Digg, and all the blogs I follow(which is up to 7 now).
This whole thing came about when we were up in Orlando and I was constantly on one of Chris' laptops(no matter how badly his internet sucked!) and then it continued to when I was at Jeremy's house and I kept checking all my aforementioned websites. He obviously thinks that I have a problem because it went as far as to lock me out of his laptop and wouldn't let me check my Facebook before I left. So yea some people say it is not good but some say there is nothing wrong with it so let me know what you all think (even though I already know what a couple of you are gonna say).
I want to get into a couple days ago because I haven't blogged in a couple of days but I will try to keep it short.
Wednesday I had the day off so I woke up fairly early(for me) and wanted to try and meet up with Jeremy(I wanted to talk to him about how Obama won Wooo!!) and his Mom down here in Bonita because they clean houses down here, after finding out that I probably would never get in I desperately scrambled to find something to do. I finally decided to just drive around, I ended up getting something to eat and then headed to Coconut and walked around for a bit. I called Jeremy back and asked if it would be alright if I spent the night so that the next day we could all go together(eric included) to get our Xmas Ball tickets, after a confirmation I got ready and left for his house (eric also planned on going up after work[with some alcohol] and hang out for tomorrow). Shortly after arriving at Jeremy's his dad pulled in. When he came through the door the dogs were all jumping on each other and I guess his dad was pissed about something cause he took a swipe at spunky and in a matter of seconds all you could hear was high pitched crying and you could tell something was wrong because his back legs just kind of buckled. So after a couple "what the hell"s we quickly drove him to the vet. They were gonna keep him overnight to see if the shot they gave him would work. As soon as we got back Jeremy and I went straight to his room and talked for a couple hours. I just want to say how much I love talking to Jeremy because we always have something to talk about and we can usually talk for awhile, Jeremy is kinda like my Malerie but he is a male and is living in Florida (now only Chris, Jeremy, and I will get that but I say it because him and I can talk about anything) soo yea. At around 11 Eric finally got there and we talked about his horrible weekend and started drinking, then we finally started playing some Guitar Hero. Eric and I got pretty buzzed and we finally called it quits at like 2:30am.
The next day wasn't as exciting we woke up kinda late but shortly we all left Jeremy and his mom had to go get spunky(who ended up with like 2 fractures on his pelvis so yea his dad is a dick who beats up on small animals?.. assholes do!) and Eric and I drove down to the radio station to buy ours and Jeremy's concert ticket. It was a pretty easy process and we also saw Zito and Garrets mail(eric said it was Epic hahaha) Eric continued on to his house to help his father and I continued on to my house so that my mom and I could switch out vehicles. OK so my parents traded in my Explore for a Minivan but I now drive the car and my mom drives the minivan(the reason for the minivan is the trip my family is taking to Michigan for two weeks they leave next Wed. Soooo.... PARTY AT MY HOUSE?!?! (Kelly don't tell them when they are up there hahaha)) While I was waiting for my mom I was texting Jeremy and he said he was bored and I thought what if I borrow one of Eric's controllers then we could play some Xbox, as soon as I proposed that Jeremy said he could trade in some games for Gears of War 1. When we were done switching cars I stopped by Erics then went to Jeremy's. We played for a couple hours until 9, because we all know whats on Thursdays at 9................ Thats right Supernatural, as soon as it was over I left for home. I did a lot of surfing then went to bed.
Today was also boring all I did was sleep in late then took a nap and went to work. But now I have some bad news. Ok so last week I saw on the schedule that there was a new trainee and their name was Skylar and Jeremy and I both know only one Skylar, we were joking about what the chances were that the new guy was actually going to be that well obviously the chances were great because when I clocked in and went out to the line guess who I saw?.... FUCKING SKYLAR LONGWELL HOLY SHIT!! yea it really must be a small world... well city but you know. What was worse was that he had to follow me around and I had to train him! argh Why Me?!?!?
Now I will give you my plans for the next couple of days because I probably wont be home to blog and Jeremy won't let me use his laptop so.....
Tomorrow- Go to work
Go to Jeremy's
Play GoW2(Gears of War 2)
Go to sleep really late(or really early however you wanna look at it)
Wake up
Play more GoW2
then I don't know
So until my next post.......
Peace Out!
OK before I begin I want to plug my cousin's blog, she just started and all I ask is to check it out and tell her what you think of it. Kelly's Musical Salvation
(Chris you have started a blogging army it just keeps spreading!!!)
Also another thing that I am going to do in the next couple of days is write somebody a letter, a "real" letter and if you are reading this you know who you are. I really can't wait, I think it will be good to sit down and write a nice well thought out hand written letter, then wait for one in return.
OK so now the theme of this blog... ADDICTION!! specifically my addiction to the internet and computers in general. One of my friends seem to be worried while the other one is like "there is nothing wrong with an addiction to the internet" so in the coming week I am going to try to cut back the amount of time that I check things on the internet like my Facebook, Digg, and all the blogs I follow(which is up to 7 now).
This whole thing came about when we were up in Orlando and I was constantly on one of Chris' laptops(no matter how badly his internet sucked!) and then it continued to when I was at Jeremy's house and I kept checking all my aforementioned websites. He obviously thinks that I have a problem because it went as far as to lock me out of his laptop and wouldn't let me check my Facebook before I left. So yea some people say it is not good but some say there is nothing wrong with it so let me know what you all think (even though I already know what a couple of you are gonna say).
I want to get into a couple days ago because I haven't blogged in a couple of days but I will try to keep it short.
Wednesday I had the day off so I woke up fairly early(for me) and wanted to try and meet up with Jeremy(I wanted to talk to him about how Obama won Wooo!!) and his Mom down here in Bonita because they clean houses down here, after finding out that I probably would never get in I desperately scrambled to find something to do. I finally decided to just drive around, I ended up getting something to eat and then headed to Coconut and walked around for a bit. I called Jeremy back and asked if it would be alright if I spent the night so that the next day we could all go together(eric included) to get our Xmas Ball tickets, after a confirmation I got ready and left for his house (eric also planned on going up after work[with some alcohol] and hang out for tomorrow). Shortly after arriving at Jeremy's his dad pulled in. When he came through the door the dogs were all jumping on each other and I guess his dad was pissed about something cause he took a swipe at spunky and in a matter of seconds all you could hear was high pitched crying and you could tell something was wrong because his back legs just kind of buckled. So after a couple "what the hell"s we quickly drove him to the vet. They were gonna keep him overnight to see if the shot they gave him would work. As soon as we got back Jeremy and I went straight to his room and talked for a couple hours. I just want to say how much I love talking to Jeremy because we always have something to talk about and we can usually talk for awhile, Jeremy is kinda like my Malerie but he is a male and is living in Florida (now only Chris, Jeremy, and I will get that but I say it because him and I can talk about anything) soo yea. At around 11 Eric finally got there and we talked about his horrible weekend and started drinking, then we finally started playing some Guitar Hero. Eric and I got pretty buzzed and we finally called it quits at like 2:30am.
The next day wasn't as exciting we woke up kinda late but shortly we all left Jeremy and his mom had to go get spunky(who ended up with like 2 fractures on his pelvis so yea his dad is a dick who beats up on small animals?.. assholes do!) and Eric and I drove down to the radio station to buy ours and Jeremy's concert ticket. It was a pretty easy process and we also saw Zito and Garrets mail(eric said it was Epic hahaha) Eric continued on to his house to help his father and I continued on to my house so that my mom and I could switch out vehicles. OK so my parents traded in my Explore for a Minivan but I now drive the car and my mom drives the minivan(the reason for the minivan is the trip my family is taking to Michigan for two weeks they leave next Wed. Soooo.... PARTY AT MY HOUSE?!?! (Kelly don't tell them when they are up there hahaha)) While I was waiting for my mom I was texting Jeremy and he said he was bored and I thought what if I borrow one of Eric's controllers then we could play some Xbox, as soon as I proposed that Jeremy said he could trade in some games for Gears of War 1. When we were done switching cars I stopped by Erics then went to Jeremy's. We played for a couple hours until 9, because we all know whats on Thursdays at 9................ Thats right Supernatural, as soon as it was over I left for home. I did a lot of surfing then went to bed.
Today was also boring all I did was sleep in late then took a nap and went to work. But now I have some bad news. Ok so last week I saw on the schedule that there was a new trainee and their name was Skylar and Jeremy and I both know only one Skylar, we were joking about what the chances were that the new guy was actually going to be that well obviously the chances were great because when I clocked in and went out to the line guess who I saw?.... FUCKING SKYLAR LONGWELL HOLY SHIT!! yea it really must be a small world... well city but you know. What was worse was that he had to follow me around and I had to train him! argh Why Me?!?!?
Now I will give you my plans for the next couple of days because I probably wont be home to blog and Jeremy won't let me use his laptop so.....
Tomorrow- Go to work
Go to Jeremy's
Play GoW2(Gears of War 2)
Go to sleep really late(or really early however you wanna look at it)
Wake up
Play more GoW2
then I don't know
So until my next post.......
Peace Out!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
History Has Been Made And Change Is Coming!
Obama is now the next President.
I honestly have no words to describe the amount of happiness and pride I have right now.
Everything Will Be Alright!
CHANGE IS COMING!!!!
Peace to everyone with Much Love I say goodnight on this, such a monumentally Historic day in the time line of the World.
I honestly have no words to describe the amount of happiness and pride I have right now.
Everything Will Be Alright!
CHANGE IS COMING!!!!
Peace to everyone with Much Love I say goodnight on this, such a monumentally Historic day in the time line of the World.
My 37th Blog!
My title isn't just a crack on Chris' from the other night, I picked that because I couldn't think of anything good enough to sum up my entire (crazy) weekend. So lets just jump into it.
Friday October 31 (Halloween), 2008
The day started off normal enough I had work and was invited to a Halloween party, it was when I was on the computer when it hit me, "oh shit a costume". So I sent a text to Ryan asking if they were mandatory, they weren't but I thought what the hell I will get something. So I drove to work early picked up my paycheck cashed it and headed to Party City. After about 30 minutes of deciding I finally picked up some Pimp accessories. After I got home I had about half an hour to get ready and leave for work. It was pretty boring, I just wanted to leave and go to the party, that is when I got a text from Ryan asking if I had Saturday off. I thought to myself why would he be asking that so I went out to my car and gave him a call and found out what him and Lauren had so geniusly come up with, A TRIP TO ORLANDO!! After confirming with Jeremy and again with Ryan it was set we were really going to do it. So Jeremy's mom met me down in Estero where we then headed to Ryans and begin our own Odyssey. We hadn't even gone as far as Jeremy's exit when everyone kind of rethought this whole idea but we had already told Chris we were committed and we couldn't let him down. So we were traveling up I-75 at a decent rate when a couple people (I won't name names but *cough* Lauren and Jeremy *cough*) had to go to the bathroom which delayed our arrival in Orlando. Again we continued until we hit Orlando so we called up Chris to make sure we got off on the right exit. We had but still was totally unsure of where to go after that, but wait a minute... Jeremy had google maps on his phone and surely he can direct us in the right direction... wait no, no we ended up getting a hundred times more lost (i don't know about you but that is pretty fucking LOST!!) it was even worse because as we were looking for the possible right road all we could see were gun store, liquor store, gun store. Yep we were in the ghetto at 2 a.m. (super fun! I know) after about 45 minutes of this we decided to call Chris and get real directions. After 15 minutes of Chris guided driving we were at our destination, and we proceeded to give Chris the biggest orgy hug he has ever had (only if there were less sausages). After the hugfest we continued inside where we got up with Chris and talked about: Politics, Colbert Report, Computers, Programing, Window 7, Video Games, and a whole bunch of other stuff that I can't remember probably because it is too insignificant. It was around 5 a.m. before we were all tired enough to go to sleep.
Saturday November 1, 2008
I awoke to the voice of GlaDos(a lovely way to wake up) I noticed Jeremy and Chris were up and talking and looking at his laptop so I kinda just drifted back to sleep again, a little bit later I got back up and noticed that the room was missing two people so I called Chris to see where they had run of to. I found out that they were across the way at Steak N' Shake(or as Jeremy would say Shaky's) so I quickly put on my shoes and walked over to join them. It wasn't long before we headed back over so that Chris could get ready to go to class from 1 p.m. to 9 p.m. As he left the rest of us tried to figure out how to kill 8 hours. The only thing we could come up with was a mall so we headed out to find it hoping not to get lost. It wasn't far or hard to find, we just parked in front of the Super Target and began walking around stopping in stores if they were interesting enough we finally came upon a Pet Smart so we went in to check out some of the animals only to find that a few needed someone to adopt them. Ryan with his big ol' heart wanted one so bad (it was only $40) but we (Jeremy, Lauren and I) how bad of an idea it was so we continued on. After a meal at "Orlando's" Miller Ale House and lots of killed time we noticed there were still like three hours left so we looked around and saw the movie theater and we thought about what movies were out and if there were any good ones. Lauren said Zack and Miri Make A Porno, and that was all the convincing I needed. After about a 30 minute wait the movie finally started. I just wanna say that it was a fucking hilarious movie from beginning to end and I highly recommend it to everyone(well maybe not Christians haha) so after the movie ended we made our way back to Chris' to wait for him to get there. I got a call from Chris and he asked if anyone was up for some Fazoli's. I was definitely up for that (finally I get to go to the famous Fazoli's from Chris' blog yay me) After a really delicious meal we headed back to do what we did the previous night with some movies thrown in like Across the Universe and Superbad. Unfortunately I was stuck on Spore so I really didnt pay much attention. Shortly after Superbad ended everyone was really ready for bed so we thought it best to rest before the trip back tomorrow.
To Be Continued......
I know most of you guys will hate that but it is my blog so...
"Whatever, Whatever I Do What I Want!"
Peace Out!
Friday October 31 (Halloween), 2008
The day started off normal enough I had work and was invited to a Halloween party, it was when I was on the computer when it hit me, "oh shit a costume". So I sent a text to Ryan asking if they were mandatory, they weren't but I thought what the hell I will get something. So I drove to work early picked up my paycheck cashed it and headed to Party City. After about 30 minutes of deciding I finally picked up some Pimp accessories. After I got home I had about half an hour to get ready and leave for work. It was pretty boring, I just wanted to leave and go to the party, that is when I got a text from Ryan asking if I had Saturday off. I thought to myself why would he be asking that so I went out to my car and gave him a call and found out what him and Lauren had so geniusly come up with, A TRIP TO ORLANDO!! After confirming with Jeremy and again with Ryan it was set we were really going to do it. So Jeremy's mom met me down in Estero where we then headed to Ryans and begin our own Odyssey. We hadn't even gone as far as Jeremy's exit when everyone kind of rethought this whole idea but we had already told Chris we were committed and we couldn't let him down. So we were traveling up I-75 at a decent rate when a couple people (I won't name names but *cough* Lauren and Jeremy *cough*) had to go to the bathroom which delayed our arrival in Orlando. Again we continued until we hit Orlando so we called up Chris to make sure we got off on the right exit. We had but still was totally unsure of where to go after that, but wait a minute... Jeremy had google maps on his phone and surely he can direct us in the right direction... wait no, no we ended up getting a hundred times more lost (i don't know about you but that is pretty fucking LOST!!) it was even worse because as we were looking for the possible right road all we could see were gun store, liquor store, gun store. Yep we were in the ghetto at 2 a.m. (super fun! I know) after about 45 minutes of this we decided to call Chris and get real directions. After 15 minutes of Chris guided driving we were at our destination, and we proceeded to give Chris the biggest orgy hug he has ever had (only if there were less sausages). After the hugfest we continued inside where we got up with Chris and talked about: Politics, Colbert Report, Computers, Programing, Window 7, Video Games, and a whole bunch of other stuff that I can't remember probably because it is too insignificant. It was around 5 a.m. before we were all tired enough to go to sleep.
Saturday November 1, 2008
I awoke to the voice of GlaDos(a lovely way to wake up) I noticed Jeremy and Chris were up and talking and looking at his laptop so I kinda just drifted back to sleep again, a little bit later I got back up and noticed that the room was missing two people so I called Chris to see where they had run of to. I found out that they were across the way at Steak N' Shake(or as Jeremy would say Shaky's) so I quickly put on my shoes and walked over to join them. It wasn't long before we headed back over so that Chris could get ready to go to class from 1 p.m. to 9 p.m. As he left the rest of us tried to figure out how to kill 8 hours. The only thing we could come up with was a mall so we headed out to find it hoping not to get lost. It wasn't far or hard to find, we just parked in front of the Super Target and began walking around stopping in stores if they were interesting enough we finally came upon a Pet Smart so we went in to check out some of the animals only to find that a few needed someone to adopt them. Ryan with his big ol' heart wanted one so bad (it was only $40) but we (Jeremy, Lauren and I) how bad of an idea it was so we continued on. After a meal at "Orlando's" Miller Ale House and lots of killed time we noticed there were still like three hours left so we looked around and saw the movie theater and we thought about what movies were out and if there were any good ones. Lauren said Zack and Miri Make A Porno, and that was all the convincing I needed. After about a 30 minute wait the movie finally started. I just wanna say that it was a fucking hilarious movie from beginning to end and I highly recommend it to everyone(well maybe not Christians haha) so after the movie ended we made our way back to Chris' to wait for him to get there. I got a call from Chris and he asked if anyone was up for some Fazoli's. I was definitely up for that (finally I get to go to the famous Fazoli's from Chris' blog yay me) After a really delicious meal we headed back to do what we did the previous night with some movies thrown in like Across the Universe and Superbad. Unfortunately I was stuck on Spore so I really didnt pay much attention. Shortly after Superbad ended everyone was really ready for bed so we thought it best to rest before the trip back tomorrow.
To Be Continued......
I know most of you guys will hate that but it is my blog so...
"Whatever, Whatever I Do What I Want!"
Peace Out!
Monday, November 3, 2008
This Stuff Usually Goes On My Random Blog!
...but I am bored and I actually want someone other than Chris to see and watch these.(all these were on DIGG)
Here a couple articles I want you to read. The first about Atheism and the second about... well you will see.
By now you've probably heard about Senator Elizabeth Dole's ad attacking her opponent Kay Hagen as being an Atheist despite the contrary and having taught Sunday school. But here's the bigger issue for me, "What's wrong with being an Atheist anyway?" Are we Atheists (I'm not technically an Atheist but in the category as a nontheist) somehow unAmerican? The suggestion from Dole is that being an Atheist is anti-American.
Yet radical Christians like herself often say that there shouldn't be a religious test for political office and for judicial nominations. They love the double-standard. They love to only focus on the second half of this section in the first amendment to the Constitution highlighted. Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof. Their defense of this double standard is usually something like this, "Well Christianity is the truth!!" And yet no one can in no empirical or legal way prove this to be so.
TPJ: In other news: Another conservative adds his name to the long list of other conservatives backing/voting for Barack Obama:
(CNN) — Former Reagan chief of staff Ken Duberstein told CNN's Fareed Zakaria this week he intends to vote for Democrat Barack Obama on Tuesday.
Duberstein said he was influenced by another prominent Reagan official - Colin Powell - in his decision.
"Well let's put it this way - I think Colin Powell's decision is in fact the good housekeeping seal of approval on Barack Obama."
---End of Transmission---
Charlotte, N.C. - There has been a lot of speculation that Barack Obama might win the election due to his better "ground game" and superior campaign organization.
I had the chance to view that organization up close this month when I canvassed for him. I'm not sure I learned much about his chances, but I learned a lot about myself and about this election.
Let me make it clear: I'm pretty conservative. I grew up in the suburbs. I voted for George H.W. Bush twice, and his son once. I was disappointed when Bill Clinton won, and disappointed he couldn't run again.
I encouraged my son to join the military. I was proud of him in Afghanistan, and happy when he came home, and angry when he was recalled because of the invasion of Iraq. I'm white, 55, I live in the South and I'm definitely going to get a bigger tax bill if Obama wins.
I am the dreaded swing voter.
So you can imagine my surprise when my wife suggested we spend a Saturday morning canvassing for Obama. I have never canvassed for any candidate. But I did, of course, what most middle-aged married men do: what I was told.
At the Obama headquarters, we stood in a group to receive our instructions. I wasn't the oldest, but close, and the youngest was maybe in high school. I watched a campaign organizer match up a young black man who looked to be college age with a white guy about my age to canvas together. It should not have been a big thing, but the beauty of the image did not escape me.
Instead of walking the tree-lined streets near our home, my wife and I were instructed to canvass a housing project. A middle-aged white couple with clipboards could not look more out of place in this predominantly black neighborhood.
We knocked on doors and voices from behind carefully locked doors shouted, "Who is it?"
"We're from the Obama campaign," we'd answer. And just like that doors opened and folks with wide smiles came out on the porch to talk.
Grandmothers kept one hand on their grandchildren and made sure they had all the information they needed for their son or daughter to vote for the first time.
Young people came to the door rubbing sleep from their eyes to find out where they could vote early, to make sure their vote got counted.
We knocked on every door we could find and checked off every name on our list. We did our job, but Obama may not have been the one who got the most out of the day's work.
I learned in just those three hours that this election is not about what we think of as the "big things."
It's not about taxes. I'm pretty sure mine are going to go up no matter who is elected.
It's not about foreign policy. I think we'll figure out a way to get out of Iraq and Afghanistan no matter which party controls the White House, mostly because the people who live there don't want us there anymore.
I don't see either of the candidates as having all the answers.
I've learned that this election is about the heart of America. It's about the young people who are losing hope and the old people who have been forgotten. It's about those who have worked all their lives and never fully realized the promise of America, but see that promise for their grandchildren in Barack Obama. The poor see a chance, when they often have few. I saw hope in the eyes and faces in those doorways.
My wife and I went out last weekend to knock on more doors. But this time, not because it was her idea. I don't know what it's going to do for the Obama campaign, but it's doing a lot for me.
Oh and this picture(I have way too much to say about this fucking picture)
I am going to wait until tomorrow to write about my awesome weekend cause I want to go through all the events and I am afraid that if I start it now I wont get any sleep at all. I want to do it tomorrow when I can devote 2-4 hours hopefully I will be able to pull my self away from Spore long enough hahaha(JK). Until tomorrow........
PEACE OUT!
See more funny videos at Funny or Die
Here a couple articles I want you to read. The first about Atheism and the second about... well you will see.
By now you've probably heard about Senator Elizabeth Dole's ad attacking her opponent Kay Hagen as being an Atheist despite the contrary and having taught Sunday school. But here's the bigger issue for me, "What's wrong with being an Atheist anyway?" Are we Atheists (I'm not technically an Atheist but in the category as a nontheist) somehow unAmerican? The suggestion from Dole is that being an Atheist is anti-American.
Yet radical Christians like herself often say that there shouldn't be a religious test for political office and for judicial nominations. They love the double-standard. They love to only focus on the second half of this section in the first amendment to the Constitution highlighted. Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof. Their defense of this double standard is usually something like this, "Well Christianity is the truth!!" And yet no one can in no empirical or legal way prove this to be so.
TPJ: In other news: Another conservative adds his name to the long list of other conservatives backing/voting for Barack Obama:
(CNN) — Former Reagan chief of staff Ken Duberstein told CNN's Fareed Zakaria this week he intends to vote for Democrat Barack Obama on Tuesday.
Duberstein said he was influenced by another prominent Reagan official - Colin Powell - in his decision.
"Well let's put it this way - I think Colin Powell's decision is in fact the good housekeeping seal of approval on Barack Obama."
---End of Transmission---
Charlotte, N.C. - There has been a lot of speculation that Barack Obama might win the election due to his better "ground game" and superior campaign organization.
I had the chance to view that organization up close this month when I canvassed for him. I'm not sure I learned much about his chances, but I learned a lot about myself and about this election.
Let me make it clear: I'm pretty conservative. I grew up in the suburbs. I voted for George H.W. Bush twice, and his son once. I was disappointed when Bill Clinton won, and disappointed he couldn't run again.
I encouraged my son to join the military. I was proud of him in Afghanistan, and happy when he came home, and angry when he was recalled because of the invasion of Iraq. I'm white, 55, I live in the South and I'm definitely going to get a bigger tax bill if Obama wins.
I am the dreaded swing voter.
So you can imagine my surprise when my wife suggested we spend a Saturday morning canvassing for Obama. I have never canvassed for any candidate. But I did, of course, what most middle-aged married men do: what I was told.
At the Obama headquarters, we stood in a group to receive our instructions. I wasn't the oldest, but close, and the youngest was maybe in high school. I watched a campaign organizer match up a young black man who looked to be college age with a white guy about my age to canvas together. It should not have been a big thing, but the beauty of the image did not escape me.
Instead of walking the tree-lined streets near our home, my wife and I were instructed to canvass a housing project. A middle-aged white couple with clipboards could not look more out of place in this predominantly black neighborhood.
We knocked on doors and voices from behind carefully locked doors shouted, "Who is it?"
"We're from the Obama campaign," we'd answer. And just like that doors opened and folks with wide smiles came out on the porch to talk.
Grandmothers kept one hand on their grandchildren and made sure they had all the information they needed for their son or daughter to vote for the first time.
Young people came to the door rubbing sleep from their eyes to find out where they could vote early, to make sure their vote got counted.
We knocked on every door we could find and checked off every name on our list. We did our job, but Obama may not have been the one who got the most out of the day's work.
I learned in just those three hours that this election is not about what we think of as the "big things."
It's not about taxes. I'm pretty sure mine are going to go up no matter who is elected.
It's not about foreign policy. I think we'll figure out a way to get out of Iraq and Afghanistan no matter which party controls the White House, mostly because the people who live there don't want us there anymore.
I don't see either of the candidates as having all the answers.
I've learned that this election is about the heart of America. It's about the young people who are losing hope and the old people who have been forgotten. It's about those who have worked all their lives and never fully realized the promise of America, but see that promise for their grandchildren in Barack Obama. The poor see a chance, when they often have few. I saw hope in the eyes and faces in those doorways.
My wife and I went out last weekend to knock on more doors. But this time, not because it was her idea. I don't know what it's going to do for the Obama campaign, but it's doing a lot for me.
Oh and this picture(I have way too much to say about this fucking picture)
I am going to wait until tomorrow to write about my awesome weekend cause I want to go through all the events and I am afraid that if I start it now I wont get any sleep at all. I want to do it tomorrow when I can devote 2-4 hours hopefully I will be able to pull my self away from Spore long enough hahaha(JK). Until tomorrow........
PEACE OUT!
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Having Fun Hanging Out With Chris In Orlando!!!
Honestly I don't care that I missed out on going to a real party and getting shit faced for Halloween because I have much more fun talking to and hanging out with Christopher Hays. It is soo awesome to actually be up here in person instead of looking at his room through the lens of a camera or talking to Chris digitally over Facebook or or any other form of digital communication. In my book this is probably the best Halloween ever because I have missed Chris ever since the last time he visited Ft. Myers.
We left at around 10 and were on track to reach Hays' house by 1am which =3 hours travel time but as soon as we reached Orlando everything went to shit. Seriously everything was fun until we got off of I-4 and started to search for Chris' apartment. after a little bit of looking around we found that we were lost so we called Chris and asked him for help but Jeremy said that he had google maps on his phone and that he would be able to guide us safely to Chris'. That is when we made the fatal mistake of trusting Jeremy's Helio instead of Chris' epicness and intelligence. So we spent close to an hour going around circle after circle(we were really fucking lost[unfortunately it wasn't on an island]) We then finally decided to call Chris and get the right directions. with the help of Chris we were able to get to his apt fairly quickly(we should have listened to him from the beginning) As we finally pulled up on his hotel/apartment he walked outside and we rushed him and all gave a huge party hug(5 people 1 hug) For the past couple hours we have already talked about computers, programming, politics(well Obama haha), watched a little Colbert Report and laughed a lot. I am not sure what tomorrow... I mean today will hold but we will just have to wait and see. So it is me MASSive O signing out from Orlando!!! using one of Chris' laptops(hehehe) so until my next blog which will hopefully be tomorrow morning(probably between 1-2 a.m.) so until then.....
Peace Out!! From Orlando Motherfucker!!!!
We left at around 10 and were on track to reach Hays' house by 1am which =3 hours travel time but as soon as we reached Orlando everything went to shit. Seriously everything was fun until we got off of I-4 and started to search for Chris' apartment. after a little bit of looking around we found that we were lost so we called Chris and asked him for help but Jeremy said that he had google maps on his phone and that he would be able to guide us safely to Chris'. That is when we made the fatal mistake of trusting Jeremy's Helio instead of Chris' epicness and intelligence. So we spent close to an hour going around circle after circle(we were really fucking lost[unfortunately it wasn't on an island]) We then finally decided to call Chris and get the right directions. with the help of Chris we were able to get to his apt fairly quickly(we should have listened to him from the beginning) As we finally pulled up on his hotel/apartment he walked outside and we rushed him and all gave a huge party hug(5 people 1 hug) For the past couple hours we have already talked about computers, programming, politics(well Obama haha), watched a little Colbert Report and laughed a lot. I am not sure what tomorrow... I mean today will hold but we will just have to wait and see. So it is me MASSive O signing out from Orlando!!! using one of Chris' laptops(hehehe) so until my next blog which will hopefully be tomorrow morning(probably between 1-2 a.m.) so until then.....
Peace Out!! From Orlando Motherfucker!!!!
Friday, October 31, 2008
Don't Worry I Am Still Here
As of right now I am not going to write a full blog because I am still really sick but as soon as I soon as I get better I will return with full blogs, which will be very soon....
Peace Out!
Peace Out!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Questions?/A Little Meltdown
I have failed to write a Blog all weekend, mainly because I was either not at my house or because I was super tired and didn't feel like writing one.
Now I know in previous posts I have talked about me not looking to far into the future and trying to take my life one day at a time. But as I sit at my house alone I can't help but ponder what is in store for me in the coming year, I am not trying to make plans but simply run all the different possibilities that my life can go through my head. Will I be moved out if this house by the beginning of next year? If not, then how long will it possibly be before we [Jeremy, Eric and I] get our shit together and be absolutely ready to move out? Will I be able to handle it not just financially but mentally and emotionally? What do I need to do to get ready to support myself? I could keep going and going with questions that I constantly ask myself. On my days off with no money that is my hobby, ask my self questions and come up with multiple scenarios whether it be positive or negative(yea I know what a sad hobby) but this coming Friday I will get my first "real" paycheck and again I find myself questioning. After gas money what do I have left? How much do I need to put away towards Black Friday? Should I use some of this money to start socializing again/have fun? If I use up this paycheck will I have enough money for Black Friday with whatever paychecks I will receive between now and then? So I constantly am trying to figure out the best possible outcome for myself(oh shit that would be considered planning ahead) screw it I can't live day by day that's not the kind of person that I am. I have to completely think every decision through(I guess it would take me forever to play Fable 2) I have to think about every possible outcome and the consequences that would follow. When I go into a situation I love already knowing what I need to do for the best result(I think that is why I never acted on my hatred towards Michael Rush, because I thought about what would happen if I in fact did act on my gut instincts[which was to kill him]) With so many situations to think about coming up in the next few months, I have been going crazy thinking about what I need to do to be happy with my life.
Going back to our possible moving out, this weekend I realized something we are a lot farther from moving out than we thought again not financially but mentally and emotionally. The three of us are very different and we are all at different stages. Eric- has a job and has had it awhile so he actually has money saved up, but I feel that he really doesn't care if he moves out or not because he has a pretty easy life as of right now. From what I have seen he has a great relationship with his parents and usually does or gets pretty much what he wants, overall he is very content with his situation in life. Jeremy- used to be able to get what he wanted but now that the economy has taken a dive and his dad is being a JEW(about his money) and the fact that he doesn't have a "real" job stacked on top of crushing bills, Jeremy wants to get out of his current situation more than I do. With a decaying relationship with his dad and a slowly growing relationship with his mom he wants to get out but would not be able to support himself with what he makes cleaning with his mom alone. Me- now it is my turn to analyze myself and I will try to be bias. So my situation is kind of in the middle of the previous two, I have been at my job for about two and a half weeks and so far has only received $85 so far but I will be getting increasingly bigger paychecks the further I get into season. Now I do not have a really good relationship with my parents especially of late because they have technically stole $3,000 from me. On the outside it would seem everything is alright but I put on a rouge to make it easier to live here for as long as I have to, if I were to call them out and start telling them how I honestly feel than I suspect it would be an even greater hell to live in than it is now. But I truly don't have a person that I can honestly talk to about anything I feel I must always keep stuff in no matter who I am talking to. I don't know I just find so much comfort in keeping to myself, now don't get me wrong I absolutely love hanging out with true friends like Jeremy and Chris and Eric. I almost feel as if I am destined to be alone and it sucks so bad cause though I find comfort in myself I don't believe that I could be alone my whole life. I always think about will I find that someone that I can truly love and truly love me in return, but I also think about who could honestly love me I mean seriously I can't see myself with a girlfriend or wife. I disgust myself. I have actually cried myself to sleep thinking about all this stuff, I so desperately want change but to do it I need to get out of this house, being in this house and this family holds me down and makes me keep living this horrible life that I don't wanna live, that's why I need to get out of here and be the person that I wanna be I am tired of living this lie of a life with my "family". Seriously Fuck this life. Fuck this family. Fuck this house. Fuck my existence in this world. It is not like anyone honestly would know I was gone except maybe my close friends, I know my family could care less. I don't want to do this anymore I don't want to act on a daily basis. I don't want to act like I care anymore. I don't even want to finish this blog anymore.......
Fuck this shit I need a way out, I need to get out of this house and away from this family I cant fucking take this anymore. I am doomed to loneliness, I don't know what to do anymore I hate that I have to continue this shitty life. And now I fear that I will be trapped in it indefinitely. Once I leave I am never ever coming back whatever fuck this shit
Fuck Everyone!
Now I know in previous posts I have talked about me not looking to far into the future and trying to take my life one day at a time. But as I sit at my house alone I can't help but ponder what is in store for me in the coming year, I am not trying to make plans but simply run all the different possibilities that my life can go through my head. Will I be moved out if this house by the beginning of next year? If not, then how long will it possibly be before we [Jeremy, Eric and I] get our shit together and be absolutely ready to move out? Will I be able to handle it not just financially but mentally and emotionally? What do I need to do to get ready to support myself? I could keep going and going with questions that I constantly ask myself. On my days off with no money that is my hobby, ask my self questions and come up with multiple scenarios whether it be positive or negative(yea I know what a sad hobby) but this coming Friday I will get my first "real" paycheck and again I find myself questioning. After gas money what do I have left? How much do I need to put away towards Black Friday? Should I use some of this money to start socializing again/have fun? If I use up this paycheck will I have enough money for Black Friday with whatever paychecks I will receive between now and then? So I constantly am trying to figure out the best possible outcome for myself(oh shit that would be considered planning ahead) screw it I can't live day by day that's not the kind of person that I am. I have to completely think every decision through(I guess it would take me forever to play Fable 2) I have to think about every possible outcome and the consequences that would follow. When I go into a situation I love already knowing what I need to do for the best result(I think that is why I never acted on my hatred towards Michael Rush, because I thought about what would happen if I in fact did act on my gut instincts[which was to kill him]) With so many situations to think about coming up in the next few months, I have been going crazy thinking about what I need to do to be happy with my life.
Going back to our possible moving out, this weekend I realized something we are a lot farther from moving out than we thought again not financially but mentally and emotionally. The three of us are very different and we are all at different stages. Eric- has a job and has had it awhile so he actually has money saved up, but I feel that he really doesn't care if he moves out or not because he has a pretty easy life as of right now. From what I have seen he has a great relationship with his parents and usually does or gets pretty much what he wants, overall he is very content with his situation in life. Jeremy- used to be able to get what he wanted but now that the economy has taken a dive and his dad is being a JEW(about his money) and the fact that he doesn't have a "real" job stacked on top of crushing bills, Jeremy wants to get out of his current situation more than I do. With a decaying relationship with his dad and a slowly growing relationship with his mom he wants to get out but would not be able to support himself with what he makes cleaning with his mom alone. Me- now it is my turn to analyze myself and I will try to be bias. So my situation is kind of in the middle of the previous two, I have been at my job for about two and a half weeks and so far has only received $85 so far but I will be getting increasingly bigger paychecks the further I get into season. Now I do not have a really good relationship with my parents especially of late because they have technically stole $3,000 from me. On the outside it would seem everything is alright but I put on a rouge to make it easier to live here for as long as I have to, if I were to call them out and start telling them how I honestly feel than I suspect it would be an even greater hell to live in than it is now. But I truly don't have a person that I can honestly talk to about anything I feel I must always keep stuff in no matter who I am talking to. I don't know I just find so much comfort in keeping to myself, now don't get me wrong I absolutely love hanging out with true friends like Jeremy and Chris and Eric. I almost feel as if I am destined to be alone and it sucks so bad cause though I find comfort in myself I don't believe that I could be alone my whole life. I always think about will I find that someone that I can truly love and truly love me in return, but I also think about who could honestly love me I mean seriously I can't see myself with a girlfriend or wife. I disgust myself. I have actually cried myself to sleep thinking about all this stuff, I so desperately want change but to do it I need to get out of this house, being in this house and this family holds me down and makes me keep living this horrible life that I don't wanna live, that's why I need to get out of here and be the person that I wanna be I am tired of living this lie of a life with my "family". Seriously Fuck this life. Fuck this family. Fuck this house. Fuck my existence in this world. It is not like anyone honestly would know I was gone except maybe my close friends, I know my family could care less. I don't want to do this anymore I don't want to act on a daily basis. I don't want to act like I care anymore. I don't even want to finish this blog anymore.......
I lie here alone and wonder why
That I come alive, just before I have to hide.
Because I believe I'm losing my nerve
But could I ever do better than this
Because all I ever wanted was a place to call my home
To shelter me when I am there and to miss me when I'm gone
All I ever wanted was a place to call my own
Where stars will dance and sun still shines and the storms feel free to roam
If there's a way to a remedy then lead me straight to it
If there's a path or a door I missed , then show me now, show me this
Fuck this shit I need a way out, I need to get out of this house and away from this family I cant fucking take this anymore. I am doomed to loneliness, I don't know what to do anymore I hate that I have to continue this shitty life. And now I fear that I will be trapped in it indefinitely. Once I leave I am never ever coming back whatever fuck this shit
Fuck Everyone!
Friday, October 24, 2008
Super Sleepy/The List
So tonight I am really Fucking tired and I am not gonna talk...er type that much tonight. So I am introducing the list blog, it is a step below the lightning blog basically I am just gonna kinda list the things that have happen the past few days and not go into much detail. At least you can get some kind of idea about the past few days of my life.
Wednesday October 22, 2008
It was my day off so during the day I did pretty much nothing except the usual surfing the internet, catching up on videos, and my daily routine. Since I didn't have to work that night I thought I would go with my sister to Estero High's Nite Trax. It was actually really good and I am glad I went. I also yelled out some things through out, like when all the class start chanting their class I started chanting G-R-A-D-U-A-T-E-D.Also after the host went through all the classes and asked them to cheer I yelled out CLASS OF 08!!!! I was expecting some kind of response whether it be boo's or cheers from other graduates that were there but mostly all I heard was *crickets*. And lastly Mrs. Reynolds was one of the hosts and everyone kept screaming about how they love Mrs. Reynolds. So close to the end I got into a screaming match with I think Tyler Bourke(thats who it sounded like) about who loved Mrs. Reynolds more. After that we went to T.B. and then home.
Thursday October 23, 2008
I didn't get out of bed until close to 1p.m. and didn't do much after that except get ready to go to work at 4:30. Work was boring but when I got home I got a call from Eric and it is usually a toss up whether it is gonna be a good call or a call where your like I shouldn't have picked that up.(just kidding) but anyway he asked if I wanted to go over to his house so we could all go to Best Buy tomorrow and play some GHWorld Tour.
Friday October 24, 2008
I am getting even more tired as I go along so all we did today was got up and went to play some Guitar Hero than I went home rested a little bit and went to work. So I really need to go to bed so that tomorrow night I can write a real blog even though this was longer than expected so until tomorrow night....
Peace Out!
Wednesday October 22, 2008
It was my day off so during the day I did pretty much nothing except the usual surfing the internet, catching up on videos, and my daily routine. Since I didn't have to work that night I thought I would go with my sister to Estero High's Nite Trax. It was actually really good and I am glad I went. I also yelled out some things through out, like when all the class start chanting their class I started chanting G-R-A-D-U-A-T-E-D.Also after the host went through all the classes and asked them to cheer I yelled out CLASS OF 08!!!! I was expecting some kind of response whether it be boo's or cheers from other graduates that were there but mostly all I heard was *crickets*. And lastly Mrs. Reynolds was one of the hosts and everyone kept screaming about how they love Mrs. Reynolds. So close to the end I got into a screaming match with I think Tyler Bourke(thats who it sounded like) about who loved Mrs. Reynolds more. After that we went to T.B. and then home.
Thursday October 23, 2008
I didn't get out of bed until close to 1p.m. and didn't do much after that except get ready to go to work at 4:30. Work was boring but when I got home I got a call from Eric and it is usually a toss up whether it is gonna be a good call or a call where your like I shouldn't have picked that up.(just kidding) but anyway he asked if I wanted to go over to his house so we could all go to Best Buy tomorrow and play some GHWorld Tour.
Friday October 24, 2008
I am getting even more tired as I go along so all we did today was got up and went to play some Guitar Hero than I went home rested a little bit and went to work. So I really need to go to bed so that tomorrow night I can write a real blog even though this was longer than expected so until tomorrow night....
Peace Out!
Blah!
I am laying in Erics bed right now, I planned on writing a blog tonight(a real one) but my plans were changed last minute. We have plans tomorrow to hang out at best buy all day to play Guitar Hero World Tour(yea we are losers) so tomorrow night I will write a full blog so until then.............
Peace Out!
Peace Out!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
"Just Take It One Thing At A Time"
To sort of explain my title a little bit. Have you ever had to do something that while looking at it as a whole it seemed daunting and possibly impossible but then you start the task and you just do it one piece at a time or do one thing at a time. Before you know it the task is completed and your left thinking to your self "wow that wasn't nearly as bad as I had originally thought it was gonna be". In the restaurant business(especially as a food runner) you just have to take it one table at a time, just focus on getting that one order out and then move on to the next one and before you know it you have served 130(that's just people that's not counting salads and appetizer plates) people in just under 2 hours. Now I am trying to integrate that philosophy into my own life, I just have to take it one day at a time and not make so many plans down the road because if you do you are only asking for disappointment. As I look at my life and all the things I have planned: Saving Money, Getting a Laptop, and then Moving Out with Jeremy and Eric, It all seems like there is a good chance that it will all fall through but as long as I take it day by day hopefully I can look back and be like "wow I am actually moved out and away from my family and living with Jeremy and Eric" so that was a "short" explanation haha.
Now before I start I want to post a response to Chris' blog because I didn't get a chance to today and since he kinda wrote a long one for me I thought that I would include my response in my blog, so here it goes.
I am also one of the few to experience a brelinner, and I kinda like it cause I don't feel as fat because I am not wasting the day by eating a whole bunch of shit LOL.
I laughed about the sub parenthesis cause last nights blog was the first time I have used them to :D, and why hate on Dewie.
As soon as I buy another 360 I am most definitely buying Dead Space and as for Bioshock I unfortunately never finished(actually I didnt even get that far) but from what I played it was an AMAZING game.
I fully appreciate the shout out and I am glad that I have been rewarded for the hours I put into waiting for your blog even though I would have been up anyway LOL but it is a great thing to read right before I actually go to sleep. I also pride my self on being one of the only ones to completely read all of your blogs no matter how many words.(I hope you do the same:D)
I swear I really need to stop being so lazy and catch up with Chuck it sounds like a show that I would absolutely love and the clips that I see are hysterical. One day my friend I promise I will watch all the previous episodes and catch up. Also I have agreed with you for the most part about Heroes and what they have done lately and I guess I just am not that into it anymore(I mean I still watch it every week but I am not into it enough to do research and things of that sort like I do with LOST[wow I am a nerd maybe not as big of one as Chris' but I am my own kind I guess, not to mention I am using sub parenthesis again] although there will never be another LOST)
I am very happy to see you actually socializing with somebody, there is only so much loneliness a person can take before they snap and I feared you were reaching that threshold.
About the orgy you have nothing to be sorry about, you are 18(legally an adult) you are out on your own in Orlando and you have the right to do whatever you want as long it is kept within legal bounds.
and you already know my position on the video blog we had a text discussion that I really dont feel like copying haha. But as soon as I get a laptop with a webcam I will join you if of course you decide to do it.
OK now I can start on my blog, I am warning you it isn't very long cause the only I really did was work soooo...
I woke up to no music no nothing and fearing the worst I quickly checked my phone to see how late I had slept in, after letting my eyes adjust to the light I realized that it was only noon(Phew!) I got up and walked straight to the computer like I always do( I can't wait to get my laptop so that I can just lay in bed[Uber laziness]) but I noticed something different, it was my sister laying on the couch on a school day. The reason she stayed home was because her face was kinda swollen because she got punched in the football game the previous night, but that wasn't the only reason my guess was that she was still "heartbroken" about Michael(in my opinion she was asking for it so she can't be too sad). So I hopped online and dugg around a little(haha a digg joke[only chris will get that one :( {wow I need to stop all this sub parenthesis wait... now I am in a sub sub parenthesis}]) Seriously I need to stop that! Anyway all I did was watch some videos... oh and last nights episode of Heroes, it was good but up above I explained where I am at with the show. Then 3:30 rolled around and I had to get ready for work so I could be clocked in by 4. OK I forgot to mention this before but the way we all clock in and out is by a device that reads your palm print(a hand scanner) you type in the last 5 digits of your SSN and put your hand on the scanner but you have to make sure that your fingers are touching all the little posts sticking up out of it, anyway its so bad ass and definitely the most creative way of clocking in and out I have ever seen. Back to my day, I got there right on time right as everyone were enjoying some chicken tenders and fries so I grabbed a plate and joined the rest of them. Now on Tuesdays we have live music and this was the first week that it was back outside under the tent in the back of the restaurant, so I had a whole new table layout to memorize luckily for me the table numbers were on the tables. We spent the next hour making sure that everything was ready for the 100+ guests we would have that night. Everyone started showing up around 5/5:30 about the time the band started playing. As everyone was being seated outside I realized how hard of a night it would be(and here is where my title comes from) before I knew it we were underway. I want to make a point, I know how busy restaurants can get I worked at Blue Water Bistro but Rosie's is a totally different kind of busy. At Blue we would do somewhere from 300-500 people but it was spread out over like 5/5 and half hours but at Rosie's we have 100+ but they all come in within a hour or two. So Blue is more people but spread out and Rosie's is not as many but all concentrated into a short time. Anyway I decided to take it one tray at a time and not get flustered over the quantity of people out back getting ready to order. Although having a bad ass executive chef to talk to makes it much easier, we often have little quip battles he will say something witty and then I try to counter with something equal or better(he usually wins LOL) but he is such a cool guy and I am glad he is not a dick like some boss's (ahem Diane)<--- for Jeremy haha. Before I knew it the night was over and I was on my way home to chillax(Chill/Relax) so now I am here finishing this and about to watch House M.D.
oh and after a conversation with Chris I will also ask my readers if they would hate or enjoy watching my fat ass on a video blog I feel that I could possibly be a good personality on film but it would only start out as a experiment and nothing permanent so please give me your honest opinion(although I doubt anyone will... well Chris but I already know that) sooo......
Peace Out!
Damn only 1500 words I was hoping for 2000+ two days in a row, I guess I am not Hays caliber yet but I am getting there.
Now before I start I want to post a response to Chris' blog because I didn't get a chance to today and since he kinda wrote a long one for me I thought that I would include my response in my blog, so here it goes.
I am also one of the few to experience a brelinner, and I kinda like it cause I don't feel as fat because I am not wasting the day by eating a whole bunch of shit LOL.
I laughed about the sub parenthesis cause last nights blog was the first time I have used them to :D, and why hate on Dewie.
As soon as I buy another 360 I am most definitely buying Dead Space and as for Bioshock I unfortunately never finished(actually I didnt even get that far) but from what I played it was an AMAZING game.
I fully appreciate the shout out and I am glad that I have been rewarded for the hours I put into waiting for your blog even though I would have been up anyway LOL but it is a great thing to read right before I actually go to sleep. I also pride my self on being one of the only ones to completely read all of your blogs no matter how many words.(I hope you do the same:D)
I swear I really need to stop being so lazy and catch up with Chuck it sounds like a show that I would absolutely love and the clips that I see are hysterical. One day my friend I promise I will watch all the previous episodes and catch up. Also I have agreed with you for the most part about Heroes and what they have done lately and I guess I just am not that into it anymore(I mean I still watch it every week but I am not into it enough to do research and things of that sort like I do with LOST[wow I am a nerd maybe not as big of one as Chris' but I am my own kind I guess, not to mention I am using sub parenthesis again] although there will never be another LOST)
I am very happy to see you actually socializing with somebody, there is only so much loneliness a person can take before they snap and I feared you were reaching that threshold.
About the orgy you have nothing to be sorry about, you are 18(legally an adult) you are out on your own in Orlando and you have the right to do whatever you want as long it is kept within legal bounds.
and you already know my position on the video blog we had a text discussion that I really dont feel like copying haha. But as soon as I get a laptop with a webcam I will join you if of course you decide to do it.
OK now I can start on my blog, I am warning you it isn't very long cause the only I really did was work soooo...
I woke up to no music no nothing and fearing the worst I quickly checked my phone to see how late I had slept in, after letting my eyes adjust to the light I realized that it was only noon(Phew!) I got up and walked straight to the computer like I always do( I can't wait to get my laptop so that I can just lay in bed[Uber laziness]) but I noticed something different, it was my sister laying on the couch on a school day. The reason she stayed home was because her face was kinda swollen because she got punched in the football game the previous night, but that wasn't the only reason my guess was that she was still "heartbroken" about Michael(in my opinion she was asking for it so she can't be too sad). So I hopped online and dugg around a little(haha a digg joke[only chris will get that one :( {wow I need to stop all this sub parenthesis wait... now I am in a sub sub parenthesis}]) Seriously I need to stop that! Anyway all I did was watch some videos... oh and last nights episode of Heroes, it was good but up above I explained where I am at with the show. Then 3:30 rolled around and I had to get ready for work so I could be clocked in by 4. OK I forgot to mention this before but the way we all clock in and out is by a device that reads your palm print(a hand scanner) you type in the last 5 digits of your SSN and put your hand on the scanner but you have to make sure that your fingers are touching all the little posts sticking up out of it, anyway its so bad ass and definitely the most creative way of clocking in and out I have ever seen. Back to my day, I got there right on time right as everyone were enjoying some chicken tenders and fries so I grabbed a plate and joined the rest of them. Now on Tuesdays we have live music and this was the first week that it was back outside under the tent in the back of the restaurant, so I had a whole new table layout to memorize luckily for me the table numbers were on the tables. We spent the next hour making sure that everything was ready for the 100+ guests we would have that night. Everyone started showing up around 5/5:30 about the time the band started playing. As everyone was being seated outside I realized how hard of a night it would be(and here is where my title comes from) before I knew it we were underway. I want to make a point, I know how busy restaurants can get I worked at Blue Water Bistro but Rosie's is a totally different kind of busy. At Blue we would do somewhere from 300-500 people but it was spread out over like 5/5 and half hours but at Rosie's we have 100+ but they all come in within a hour or two. So Blue is more people but spread out and Rosie's is not as many but all concentrated into a short time. Anyway I decided to take it one tray at a time and not get flustered over the quantity of people out back getting ready to order. Although having a bad ass executive chef to talk to makes it much easier, we often have little quip battles he will say something witty and then I try to counter with something equal or better(he usually wins LOL) but he is such a cool guy and I am glad he is not a dick like some boss's (ahem Diane)<--- for Jeremy haha. Before I knew it the night was over and I was on my way home to chillax(Chill/Relax) so now I am here finishing this and about to watch House M.D.
oh and after a conversation with Chris I will also ask my readers if they would hate or enjoy watching my fat ass on a video blog I feel that I could possibly be a good personality on film but it would only start out as a experiment and nothing permanent so please give me your honest opinion(although I doubt anyone will... well Chris but I already know that) sooo......
Peace Out!
Damn only 1500 words I was hoping for 2000+ two days in a row, I guess I am not Hays caliber yet but I am getting there.
Monday, October 20, 2008
With Extreme Happiness Comes A Big Fuck You!
I just wanted to start because I didn't want to forget the title plus if you read this before my full post hopefully you will be "what the hell does it mean?" well you will find out later tonight because I have a lot to blog about it was an interesting weekend. But for right now I will have to say, so long farewell I will be back later. I am going to the Estero High Powderpuff football game, I remember when I coached the seniors last year.... Good Times!
I am back!
I sure this happens to everyone in some way or another but lately life has just been picking on me, like when your playing fetch with a dog and that one time when you try to fake him out by pretending to throw it and hiding it behind your back. The dog is so excited to be playing and he sees the ball in your and you go through the motion of throwing it and then he is looking around for where the ball should be and then realizes its nowhere to be found and then gets a little sad because the game is over but then looks to you with the ball still in your hand and is mad because you didn't throw but is quickly over and back to the game.(yea that whole paragraph/metaphor is my life LOL) I was so excited for many things this weekend but shortly after getting under way life just flips me the fucking bird and is like FUCK YOU!
Saturday started off like most of my work days, me waking up late and getting on the computer but I was awoken by a familiar but douchey voice(you guessed it Chris Hermi) he told me he was in town and asked what I was doing for the day and I told him work at 5. He said that he was gonna come over for a bit and asked if I wanted something from subway and I eagerly said yes because I had just woken up and was hungry(unlike Hays I feel perfectly fine with using Hermi for free stuff) He made is way over here and we just talked a little and watched some T.V. at about 2 or 2:30 he had to leave and I had to finish my internet stuff before work. I was also excited the whole day because I had made a plan to go up to Peace River to meet up with Jeremy and fam. for his moms birthday. I started getting ready at 4:30 and was out the door by quarter til. I got in and noticed these big platters of fruit and cheese put together in a very decorative manner so I knew something was up after some question and answers I found out that there was a wedding and a pre-reception that was gonna happen out back. At first I thought shit all those people and I am the only food runner for the night but I was informed that they wouldn't come in or be ordering food just the fruit, cheese and other appetizers(I was very relieved) The rest of the night wasn't bad pretty busy for just me(a party of 20 and a 10 top) but I survived. After I got home I quickly got all my shit done wrote the lightning blog and got to sleep.
Sunday - 5:25a.m. I awake to the Sound of Madness(well at least the song) I got up surprisingly easy I think it was the excitement:D(the excitement wouldn't last all day) I jumped in the shower and got all packed for the trip and was out the door by 6:30a.m. I stopped by the gas station to get some necessities for a long drive at the time of the day. Gas... check Energy Drink... check Water... check Snacks... check um... ok lets roll. I got on I-75 and made my way north, I was going a steady 73 mph and put in on cruise. I then pressed the button to accelerate while in cruise and my rpm spiked to 4000 so I quickly stepped on the brake to disengage cruise, not thinking anything of it I continued on. A couple exits I noticed that my car was SMOKING! so I pulled over asap and popped my hood to find a ton of smoke or steam I was uncertain at the time. I called my dad and he said check the oil which I did and realized that there wasn't much *flashbacks to all the times my mother said "check your oil"* I told my dad that I would get off at the next exit and get some oil before making my way all the way to Peace River. The nearest exit had absolutely no stations so I had to go even farther to get to a gas station, fearing I might blow my engine or start smoking again I slowly marched at a steady 55 mph. After being passed by like 20 people I finally came upon an exit with a gas station, as I was putting two quarts of oil in my car I called Jeremy and told him I might be a little bit later than I had planned. After some much needed oil I got back on I-75 thinking that the problem was fixed so I sped up to 73 mph and noticed in my rear view I was smoking AGAIN! I pulled over and called my dad because I had no clue what was wrong with my vehicle he told my it could be my radiator but to check it my car would have to be off and cooled down, he told me to get to the campground and then call him. I continued going about 60 mph trying not to evoke another smoking incident. I finally got to Jeremy and family's camp and had his dad look at it. I showed him the stuff that collected on my back window(which means it had to be steam because smoke does collect on surfaces like that which means it couldn't be an oil problem and my engine wasn't about to blow.. good news) after some further investigation by Jeremy's dad and he finally had a diagnosis for the sickness. It seems that my fairly NEW transmission had a leak somewhere and was leaking transmission fluid *sarcastic yay* after checking the level of fluid in the transmission we found out there was none. We then went to breakfast and went back to camp where Jeremy and I had an hour long or so conversation/argument about jobs, the economy, gamestop, shitty managers/district managers, etc. we all decided to go for a drive Jeremy and his father on four wheelers me and his mom in a golf cart I was unable to drive because I didn't have a yellow wristband. We went out by the lake where i got some really nice pictures. When we got back Jeremy and I played some Uno and hung out while his mom and dad started to pack everything up. But before we could leave we had to get some tran. fluid or I would never make it back without completely fucking up my new $1,400 transmission. After the trip to the auto part store and some fluid we were on our way, me trying to stay under 70 mph. We made it back down to Jeremy's just fine with no smoke outs from my car. We then started unpacking and cleaning Jeremy's ATV. We then went inside where we tried to figure out what to do, I finally convinced Jeremy after like half an hour to watch the 3 hour season finale of LOST(it was awesome I even enjoyed it even though I knew what was going to happen) I LOVE LOST!! At around 10 we decided to get some sleep, I was especially tired because of waking up at 5:30a.m.
Monday - 11:00 (I think)
I again awoke to The Sound of Madness and a phone tossed at my chest, It was my mom on the phone asking what I was doing for the day and when I was expected home. I told her the same thing I always do "I don't know" (I don't know we she always asks me "well then when will you know" because the answer is always I don't know) about an hour of doing nothing went buy when I started reading Chris' blog and came upon the part about Monopoly and it got Jeremy and I thinking about the Star Wars Saga Edition(yes Chris' you may like the O.G.[Original Gansta] version of Monopoly but nothing beats Republic Credits, Buying and selling planets, Jedi and Sith cards, and using fucking Yoda as your game piece[it is better than a boot or car or thimble]) An hour of me sucking and and bad rolls lead me to almost zero money and just about to mortgage all my properties when I just gave up. So we went back to Jeremy's room to do more of nothing when I started pulling up internet video's after an hour of some laughs and WTF's I called it a day and left Jeremy's and headed home. After stopping at good ol' McDonald's I got a call from my mom asking if I wanted to go to my sister's Powderpuff football game, since I had absolutely nothing else planned I was up for it. We got there with plenty of time to spare, the game wasn't too exciting but entertaining at least. I was happier about what I would soon find out about when I got home. So when I got home I had to catch up on 15 pages of top digg stories which took up quite some time, during this my sister had gotten home and went straight to her room. Now to setup this next part I will go into a little past that most of my readers probably know about. OK now a year ago my sister was dating this douche Michael Rush for a couple months and when it had sort of run its course they "broke up" (I put that in parenthesis because no matter how much they denied it they were still pretty much together Michael was still always over here eating all of our food walking in our house like he lived here and doing whatever he wanted like he was a member of this family) So again most of my readers know of my complete distaste and hatred for this person, it was fairly obvious even to Michael himself. Now I know I hate him so much but how my sister was treating him was absolutely wrong and I wouldn't want that on any one. She would always yell at him and boss him around like the bitch that he is. She would use him for his money, transportation and pretty much thing she wanted, the reason being is that my sister wanted him to wait for as long as it took her to want to get back together and he like a fucking idiot said he would. Now I know I am the farthest from a relationship expert but I do a hell of a lot of observing and take in a lot of knowledge and the last thing he should have done was smother her like he did because my sister took all of it and realized that she could get all of the perks of a relationship like being taken care of but not having to deal with the label of taken and the other negatives that come with a relationship. With that said I return to the present, I was on the computer told me that Michael had I guess gotten with some other girl and took her to the powderpuff game and my sister found out and was very upset. Now I know you are thinking what I was thinking "well they weren't "together" so how could my sister be so upset" well because she is a dumb ass and finally realized that she was in a relationship the whole time even though any time you would ask her she would be like "WE ARE JUST FRIENDS" well guess what you weren't and now you know that. So his brother Ray was over here to pick up all the shit of Micheal's that was in my sisters room (wow that sounds like something that would happen after breaking up with a boyfriend/girlfriend but not if you just stop being friends with someone) anyway I am happy because there will no longer be any douche bagery to make me mad in my own house(high five myself) Now my sister will have to get a real job and her license because she doesn't have someone there to mooch of off for money and rides so finally after the unfairness of mine and her lives it is starting to balance itself out.
I have work tomorrow and it is gonna be a bitch but as long as I keep in mind that I am working toward a better life I can handle anything. Also on Wednesday I have to take my car to the guy that did my transmission and get him to check for anything broken or just knocked loose, I am hoping for the latter because it is way easier and less expensive to fix. So until then...
Peace Out! YAY!! the Douche Bag is Gone Woooo!!!!!
While your at it checkout Randomness of MASSive O
I am back!
I sure this happens to everyone in some way or another but lately life has just been picking on me, like when your playing fetch with a dog and that one time when you try to fake him out by pretending to throw it and hiding it behind your back. The dog is so excited to be playing and he sees the ball in your and you go through the motion of throwing it and then he is looking around for where the ball should be and then realizes its nowhere to be found and then gets a little sad because the game is over but then looks to you with the ball still in your hand and is mad because you didn't throw but is quickly over and back to the game.(yea that whole paragraph/metaphor is my life LOL) I was so excited for many things this weekend but shortly after getting under way life just flips me the fucking bird and is like FUCK YOU!
Saturday started off like most of my work days, me waking up late and getting on the computer but I was awoken by a familiar but douchey voice(you guessed it Chris Hermi) he told me he was in town and asked what I was doing for the day and I told him work at 5. He said that he was gonna come over for a bit and asked if I wanted something from subway and I eagerly said yes because I had just woken up and was hungry(unlike Hays I feel perfectly fine with using Hermi for free stuff) He made is way over here and we just talked a little and watched some T.V. at about 2 or 2:30 he had to leave and I had to finish my internet stuff before work. I was also excited the whole day because I had made a plan to go up to Peace River to meet up with Jeremy and fam. for his moms birthday. I started getting ready at 4:30 and was out the door by quarter til. I got in and noticed these big platters of fruit and cheese put together in a very decorative manner so I knew something was up after some question and answers I found out that there was a wedding and a pre-reception that was gonna happen out back. At first I thought shit all those people and I am the only food runner for the night but I was informed that they wouldn't come in or be ordering food just the fruit, cheese and other appetizers(I was very relieved) The rest of the night wasn't bad pretty busy for just me(a party of 20 and a 10 top) but I survived. After I got home I quickly got all my shit done wrote the lightning blog and got to sleep.
Sunday - 5:25a.m. I awake to the Sound of Madness(well at least the song) I got up surprisingly easy I think it was the excitement:D(the excitement wouldn't last all day) I jumped in the shower and got all packed for the trip and was out the door by 6:30a.m. I stopped by the gas station to get some necessities for a long drive at the time of the day. Gas... check Energy Drink... check Water... check Snacks... check um... ok lets roll. I got on I-75 and made my way north, I was going a steady 73 mph and put in on cruise. I then pressed the button to accelerate while in cruise and my rpm spiked to 4000 so I quickly stepped on the brake to disengage cruise, not thinking anything of it I continued on. A couple exits I noticed that my car was SMOKING! so I pulled over asap and popped my hood to find a ton of smoke or steam I was uncertain at the time. I called my dad and he said check the oil which I did and realized that there wasn't much *flashbacks to all the times my mother said "check your oil"* I told my dad that I would get off at the next exit and get some oil before making my way all the way to Peace River. The nearest exit had absolutely no stations so I had to go even farther to get to a gas station, fearing I might blow my engine or start smoking again I slowly marched at a steady 55 mph. After being passed by like 20 people I finally came upon an exit with a gas station, as I was putting two quarts of oil in my car I called Jeremy and told him I might be a little bit later than I had planned. After some much needed oil I got back on I-75 thinking that the problem was fixed so I sped up to 73 mph and noticed in my rear view I was smoking AGAIN! I pulled over and called my dad because I had no clue what was wrong with my vehicle he told my it could be my radiator but to check it my car would have to be off and cooled down, he told me to get to the campground and then call him. I continued going about 60 mph trying not to evoke another smoking incident. I finally got to Jeremy and family's camp and had his dad look at it. I showed him the stuff that collected on my back window(which means it had to be steam because smoke does collect on surfaces like that which means it couldn't be an oil problem and my engine wasn't about to blow.. good news) after some further investigation by Jeremy's dad and he finally had a diagnosis for the sickness. It seems that my fairly NEW transmission had a leak somewhere and was leaking transmission fluid *sarcastic yay* after checking the level of fluid in the transmission we found out there was none. We then went to breakfast and went back to camp where Jeremy and I had an hour long or so conversation/argument about jobs, the economy, gamestop, shitty managers/district managers, etc. we all decided to go for a drive Jeremy and his father on four wheelers me and his mom in a golf cart I was unable to drive because I didn't have a yellow wristband. We went out by the lake where i got some really nice pictures. When we got back Jeremy and I played some Uno and hung out while his mom and dad started to pack everything up. But before we could leave we had to get some tran. fluid or I would never make it back without completely fucking up my new $1,400 transmission. After the trip to the auto part store and some fluid we were on our way, me trying to stay under 70 mph. We made it back down to Jeremy's just fine with no smoke outs from my car. We then started unpacking and cleaning Jeremy's ATV. We then went inside where we tried to figure out what to do, I finally convinced Jeremy after like half an hour to watch the 3 hour season finale of LOST(it was awesome I even enjoyed it even though I knew what was going to happen) I LOVE LOST!! At around 10 we decided to get some sleep, I was especially tired because of waking up at 5:30a.m.
Monday - 11:00 (I think)
I again awoke to The Sound of Madness and a phone tossed at my chest, It was my mom on the phone asking what I was doing for the day and when I was expected home. I told her the same thing I always do "I don't know" (I don't know we she always asks me "well then when will you know" because the answer is always I don't know) about an hour of doing nothing went buy when I started reading Chris' blog and came upon the part about Monopoly and it got Jeremy and I thinking about the Star Wars Saga Edition(yes Chris' you may like the O.G.[Original Gansta] version of Monopoly but nothing beats Republic Credits, Buying and selling planets, Jedi and Sith cards, and using fucking Yoda as your game piece[it is better than a boot or car or thimble]) An hour of me sucking and and bad rolls lead me to almost zero money and just about to mortgage all my properties when I just gave up. So we went back to Jeremy's room to do more of nothing when I started pulling up internet video's after an hour of some laughs and WTF's I called it a day and left Jeremy's and headed home. After stopping at good ol' McDonald's I got a call from my mom asking if I wanted to go to my sister's Powderpuff football game, since I had absolutely nothing else planned I was up for it. We got there with plenty of time to spare, the game wasn't too exciting but entertaining at least. I was happier about what I would soon find out about when I got home. So when I got home I had to catch up on 15 pages of top digg stories which took up quite some time, during this my sister had gotten home and went straight to her room. Now to setup this next part I will go into a little past that most of my readers probably know about. OK now a year ago my sister was dating this douche Michael Rush for a couple months and when it had sort of run its course they "broke up" (I put that in parenthesis because no matter how much they denied it they were still pretty much together Michael was still always over here eating all of our food walking in our house like he lived here and doing whatever he wanted like he was a member of this family) So again most of my readers know of my complete distaste and hatred for this person, it was fairly obvious even to Michael himself. Now I know I hate him so much but how my sister was treating him was absolutely wrong and I wouldn't want that on any one. She would always yell at him and boss him around like the bitch that he is. She would use him for his money, transportation and pretty much thing she wanted, the reason being is that my sister wanted him to wait for as long as it took her to want to get back together and he like a fucking idiot said he would. Now I know I am the farthest from a relationship expert but I do a hell of a lot of observing and take in a lot of knowledge and the last thing he should have done was smother her like he did because my sister took all of it and realized that she could get all of the perks of a relationship like being taken care of but not having to deal with the label of taken and the other negatives that come with a relationship. With that said I return to the present, I was on the computer told me that Michael had I guess gotten with some other girl and took her to the powderpuff game and my sister found out and was very upset. Now I know you are thinking what I was thinking "well they weren't "together" so how could my sister be so upset" well because she is a dumb ass and finally realized that she was in a relationship the whole time even though any time you would ask her she would be like "WE ARE JUST FRIENDS" well guess what you weren't and now you know that. So his brother Ray was over here to pick up all the shit of Micheal's that was in my sisters room (wow that sounds like something that would happen after breaking up with a boyfriend/girlfriend but not if you just stop being friends with someone) anyway I am happy because there will no longer be any douche bagery to make me mad in my own house(high five myself) Now my sister will have to get a real job and her license because she doesn't have someone there to mooch of off for money and rides so finally after the unfairness of mine and her lives it is starting to balance itself out.
I have work tomorrow and it is gonna be a bitch but as long as I keep in mind that I am working toward a better life I can handle anything. Also on Wednesday I have to take my car to the guy that did my transmission and get him to check for anything broken or just knocked loose, I am hoping for the latter because it is way easier and less expensive to fix. So until then...
Peace Out! YAY!! the Douche Bag is Gone Woooo!!!!!
While your at it checkout Randomness of MASSive O
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Peaceful Peace River!
So am going to adopt Chris' lightening blog because tonight I really need to be in bed ASAP because I will be waking up at 5:30 to get ready and then head up to Peace River to hang with Jeremy and family for his mother's birthday. I even got her a card(a funny one). Also for Chris, Hermi was over at my house earlier today and forgot his debit and he wants me to drop it off before I go up to Peace River but if he wants it he can get his lazy ass down here and get it I am not wasting anymore gas than I need to.
So.... the last few days have been quite boring just the same old wake up somewhere between 12pm and 2pm then diddle daddle online then go to work come home diddle daddle some more then not get to bed until 3am or 4am then wake up and repeat. I have still not heard anything from Target I guess they still haven't gotten the results of my drug test. Anyway I will call them tomorrow. So I won't be able to blog until probably Tuesday night because I will be at Jeremy's Monday night (I hope we watch Iron Man on Blu Ray) So until then..... Have a Peaceful Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday
Peace Out!
(WOW! a lot of Peace in today's blog)
Edit: I wanted to leave you all a video I insist you watch it it is very good.
Obama '08 - Vote For Hope from MC Yogi on Vimeo.
So.... the last few days have been quite boring just the same old wake up somewhere between 12pm and 2pm then diddle daddle online then go to work come home diddle daddle some more then not get to bed until 3am or 4am then wake up and repeat. I have still not heard anything from Target I guess they still haven't gotten the results of my drug test. Anyway I will call them tomorrow. So I won't be able to blog until probably Tuesday night because I will be at Jeremy's Monday night (I hope we watch Iron Man on Blu Ray) So until then..... Have a Peaceful Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday
Peace Out!
(WOW! a lot of Peace in today's blog)
Edit: I wanted to leave you all a video I insist you watch it it is very good.
Obama '08 - Vote For Hope from MC Yogi on Vimeo.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
I Can't Wait To Get My First Paycheck!
Unfortunately I honestly did absolutely nothing today after I woke up at 2p.m. all I did was surf the internet and catch up on Fringe from the night before. So I can't wait to finally have some money to put in my gas tank so I don't have to be here stuck in this house for the whole day. I should be getting my first check either tomorrow or Friday, as soon as I get it I am going to use it to open a checking account so I don't always have to carry cash around with me. Well technically a debit card is cash but I mean paper cash. So as soon as I do that I will finally for maybe the second time since I got my Explorer fill it up. I work tomorrow but it will be an easy day but I will let you know what all goes down tomorrow night.
I watched most of the Debate tonight and it was like all the rest Obama stood his ground and corrected all the lies that spewed out of McCain's smug looking face and again all the early polls say Obama won pretty decisively. I just hope for the last 19 days before the election that Obama's poll numbers demolish McCain's so that it will be a landslide win for the Democrats. As of right now I have nothing left to say about McCain's despicable campaign that I haven't already ranted about yet it still surprises me to hear what some of this hick ass motherfuckers still say about Obama.
Below I post a video I stumbled upon today and below that I will answer and contradict what everyone says in aforementioned video.
1) It is not just a Christian Nation america is a "melting pot" where there are multiple nationalities and religions.
2) Second stringer?.... um ok
3) The Holy Spirit can suck a cock(too bad there is no such thing as a Holy Spirit)
4) Honesty... Integrity... HA what a joke!!
5) False even McHate never said anything about being related you dumb fuck
6) Another False he is not friends with terrorists
7) If it talks like a retard and acts like a retard well then....
8) NO
9) HIS MOTHER IS FUCKING WHITE AND HE IS HALF WHITE YOU IGNORANT REDNECK MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!
ok and as for that guy at the end I too have been called an Unamerican so more power to you!
Also the person who called me Unamerican sent me a text tonight and said Obama was awesome in the debate.
Until tomorrow...
Peace Out!
I watched most of the Debate tonight and it was like all the rest Obama stood his ground and corrected all the lies that spewed out of McCain's smug looking face and again all the early polls say Obama won pretty decisively. I just hope for the last 19 days before the election that Obama's poll numbers demolish McCain's so that it will be a landslide win for the Democrats. As of right now I have nothing left to say about McCain's despicable campaign that I haven't already ranted about yet it still surprises me to hear what some of this hick ass motherfuckers still say about Obama.
Below I post a video I stumbled upon today and below that I will answer and contradict what everyone says in aforementioned video.
1) It is not just a Christian Nation america is a "melting pot" where there are multiple nationalities and religions.
2) Second stringer?.... um ok
3) The Holy Spirit can suck a cock(too bad there is no such thing as a Holy Spirit)
4) Honesty... Integrity... HA what a joke!!
5) False even McHate never said anything about being related you dumb fuck
6) Another False he is not friends with terrorists
7) If it talks like a retard and acts like a retard well then....
8) NO
9) HIS MOTHER IS FUCKING WHITE AND HE IS HALF WHITE YOU IGNORANT REDNECK MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!
ok and as for that guy at the end I too have been called an Unamerican so more power to you!
Also the person who called me Unamerican sent me a text tonight and said Obama was awesome in the debate.
Until tomorrow...
Peace Out!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
What is Sleep and Who Really Needs It?!
Oh wait... I do! well not as much as most people because I seem to function on hardly any sleep just fine, maybe not as efficiently but I still function.
As I write this I am listening to the awesome voice of Keith Olbermann and waiting for House to get done downloading. I didn't write a blog last night (sorry Chris :-) ). I just want to say that It is still a few months before I move out with Jeremy and Eric but I already have a theme song for the occasion.
Yesterday
So yesterday I didn't get to sleep until about 3:30a.m. knowing that I would have to be up at 5a.m. I decided that I would be a nice son and drive my mom to a procedure at 6 something(the reason someone had to drive her was because she would be put on anesthetics so she would be unable to drive) I managed to get up at 5:30 and be ready by quarter til. We made it down there in time and I found out that I would be waiting for about 1 and a half to 2 hours(YAY) half way through I left to go to the mall where I went up to the top of the parking garage of JC Pennys(where your dad works Chris LOL) to enjoy the excellent breeze, after awhile I went back and waited the rest of the time. After we had gotten home I remembered that I had to go to Super Target to fill out some papers and get processed before I left I talked my mom into buying me some BK Lounge(and I actually had Coups.) So I left for STarget to get my stuff done when I got there it took a short while before any one was able to help me out. After taking another damn assessment on the computer, Stephanie the Human Resources lady gave me the paper I had to take with me for my drug test and told me I was done and that I could possibly be scheduled for orientation on Next Monday at 8 am depending on when the finish drug test and background check. I left target and excitedly went straight to BK and got my meal, then got back home, ate it and realized how tired I was so I wanted to take a nap before my mothers next appointment at 2:30, about a half hour after my nap started my mom informed me that she switched the day of the app. and told me I could continue my slumber. As soon as she closed the door I was out again. Now 6pm I get up and go out to my computer and do my usual as well as watch that nights episode of Countdown at 10. After another couple hours of mindlessly surfing I got off and went to lay down but me being addicted to internet and now blogs I used my iPod touch to keep checking for someone to post there new blog so I could read and comment. And the first up Chris' mom I read and commented quickly which was then followed by a comment by a Chris before we knew it we were in a conversion but Chris wisely suggested to switch to texts so that his mom doesn't get mad. I spent the next hour talking to Chris about the Digg story he submitted about Naples raping of Estero in football. He was trying to gather enough people to digg it to get it on the front page, No luck but we tried. After all that I finally got to sleep.
Today
I got up at 10 not because I wanted to but because I had to go give my urine to a nurse to test for illegal substances before 11:20. I finall found it at like 10:50 but as soon as I walked in I said "Fuck" (in my head) there were like 8 people and I only had half an hour to get this shit done so I signed in and patiently waited to see if they might call me in time. It hit 11:15 so I got up and told the nurse how I needed to get it done NOW. Thankfully she said ok and I took my drug test with seconds to spare. Now I planned on getting right in and right out so that I could go back to sleep before work to tonight but after waiting for half an hour I decided I would just stay up until work. Time between drug test and work is boring so we are fast forwarding ahead to work. I got there at exactly 4pm it is a Tuesday so that means that it is Unplugged night which is when there is live music for the guests. The night also promised to be the busiest night I have worked so at around 5:30 when the band act started to play the dining room was pretty full with people the most people I have seen in there at one time. The band wasn't half bad they actually did pretty good covers of some country songs and at the end did a really good cover of "Hotel California". We ended up doing exactly 100 people which is the most since I have been there but it wasn't too bad I have definitely worked worse nights than that but it isn't season yet so we will see how busy it actually gets. After all the cleaning up I couldn't wait to get home and download House and watch which I am doing now I just wish it would fucking download faster. So as I close out yet another blog and wait for House and get ready for bed I wish all who read a Good Night and Pleasant Tomorrow (that means you Chris, Jeremy, Chris' Mom, Maybe Eric and Maybe Liz)
Until Tomorrow...
Peace Out!
(In case you are wondering I try to end every blog with peace out because I always say it when saying goodbye to someone plus I love having something consistent with every blog and its cool having a signature closing)
As I write this I am listening to the awesome voice of Keith Olbermann and waiting for House to get done downloading. I didn't write a blog last night (sorry Chris :-) ). I just want to say that It is still a few months before I move out with Jeremy and Eric but I already have a theme song for the occasion.
My eyes are open wide
And by the way, I made it
Through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way, I'm leaving out
Today
I just saw Hayley's comet
Shooting
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappeared
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere
[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realise
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Please don't cry
One tear for me
I'm not afraid of
What I have to say
This is my one and
Only voice
So listen close, it's
Only for today
I just saw Hayley's comet
Shooting
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappeared
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere
[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realise
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Here's my chance
This is my chance
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realise
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance [x2]
Yesterday
So yesterday I didn't get to sleep until about 3:30a.m. knowing that I would have to be up at 5a.m. I decided that I would be a nice son and drive my mom to a procedure at 6 something(the reason someone had to drive her was because she would be put on anesthetics so she would be unable to drive) I managed to get up at 5:30 and be ready by quarter til. We made it down there in time and I found out that I would be waiting for about 1 and a half to 2 hours(YAY) half way through I left to go to the mall where I went up to the top of the parking garage of JC Pennys(where your dad works Chris LOL) to enjoy the excellent breeze, after awhile I went back and waited the rest of the time. After we had gotten home I remembered that I had to go to Super Target to fill out some papers and get processed before I left I talked my mom into buying me some BK Lounge(and I actually had Coups.) So I left for STarget to get my stuff done when I got there it took a short while before any one was able to help me out. After taking another damn assessment on the computer, Stephanie the Human Resources lady gave me the paper I had to take with me for my drug test and told me I was done and that I could possibly be scheduled for orientation on Next Monday at 8 am depending on when the finish drug test and background check. I left target and excitedly went straight to BK and got my meal, then got back home, ate it and realized how tired I was so I wanted to take a nap before my mothers next appointment at 2:30, about a half hour after my nap started my mom informed me that she switched the day of the app. and told me I could continue my slumber. As soon as she closed the door I was out again. Now 6pm I get up and go out to my computer and do my usual as well as watch that nights episode of Countdown at 10. After another couple hours of mindlessly surfing I got off and went to lay down but me being addicted to internet and now blogs I used my iPod touch to keep checking for someone to post there new blog so I could read and comment. And the first up Chris' mom I read and commented quickly which was then followed by a comment by a Chris before we knew it we were in a conversion but Chris wisely suggested to switch to texts so that his mom doesn't get mad. I spent the next hour talking to Chris about the Digg story he submitted about Naples raping of Estero in football. He was trying to gather enough people to digg it to get it on the front page, No luck but we tried. After all that I finally got to sleep.
Today
I got up at 10 not because I wanted to but because I had to go give my urine to a nurse to test for illegal substances before 11:20. I finall found it at like 10:50 but as soon as I walked in I said "Fuck" (in my head) there were like 8 people and I only had half an hour to get this shit done so I signed in and patiently waited to see if they might call me in time. It hit 11:15 so I got up and told the nurse how I needed to get it done NOW. Thankfully she said ok and I took my drug test with seconds to spare. Now I planned on getting right in and right out so that I could go back to sleep before work to tonight but after waiting for half an hour I decided I would just stay up until work. Time between drug test and work is boring so we are fast forwarding ahead to work. I got there at exactly 4pm it is a Tuesday so that means that it is Unplugged night which is when there is live music for the guests. The night also promised to be the busiest night I have worked so at around 5:30 when the band act started to play the dining room was pretty full with people the most people I have seen in there at one time. The band wasn't half bad they actually did pretty good covers of some country songs and at the end did a really good cover of "Hotel California". We ended up doing exactly 100 people which is the most since I have been there but it wasn't too bad I have definitely worked worse nights than that but it isn't season yet so we will see how busy it actually gets. After all the cleaning up I couldn't wait to get home and download House and watch which I am doing now I just wish it would fucking download faster. So as I close out yet another blog and wait for House and get ready for bed I wish all who read a Good Night and Pleasant Tomorrow (that means you Chris, Jeremy, Chris' Mom, Maybe Eric and Maybe Liz)
Until Tomorrow...
Peace Out!
(In case you are wondering I try to end every blog with peace out because I always say it when saying goodbye to someone plus I love having something consistent with every blog and its cool having a signature closing)
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