...All saved in this blog. I can't believe I am back to this Blog once again,and I cant promise it will be an extended stay but maybe with a little encouragement from Chris, Kelly, and Kari I will continue to add to these stored memories.
Well I guess I should get started lol. A new house(a duplex), a new room(the living room), a new bed(the floor). This is how I have been living for the past few days and for the foreseeable future, it kinda sucks but I just have to deal with it and use it as motivation to strive for something more. Like college, another chance at roommates, and to finally start working towards the future I have in mind for myself.
I was quite sour about the move as I think most people would be considering I am went from privacy in my own room to no real space to myself, and believe me I love my own space and privacy. I love just being alone and not bothered by anyone but after the move that has all gone away. I know, it sucks.
What I really need to do is start studying in the S.A.T book I bought from Barnes & Noble. Tomorrow I work but hopefully Wed. I wont be lazy and just start working in it.
The main reason I have been so pissed off about the move is because of my sister. Her life has been so good compared to mine. She hasnt gotten her license, people drive her everywhere, She is always with friends and a boyfriend. I am not anti-social but like I said I like being alone but every now and then I do love hanging out with friends. Katie is a senior in high school and has yet to worry about a job or any financial problems or any real life problems, although that what keeps me a little happy is thinking about what she is gonna do after she graduates from high school and her friends all go away to college and have to get jobs and no longer have time for her and driving her around, and the fact she only has a total of like 4 months of work experience (she pretty much just stopped showing up to 2 different jobs) I cant wait till she feels the pain that "Life" slaps you in the face with. Then it should all balance out.
As for MY future, I still have aspirations of going to Edison for Drafting/CAD and coming up in a week I will start working at the restaurant 3 days compared to the 1 I have been working a week over the summer. Plus I hopefully will be getting a day restaurant job at 5-7 days a week between 9am-4pm. I will be working sooo much but it will be worth it. So my ultimate goal is to work extremely hard during season and save up lots of money to get through the summer and take classes during the summer when I am not working as much.
Sorry it has been so sporadic lol. well I guess this will suffice for now and hopefully I will be back tomorrow, until then
Peace. ☮
7 comments:
She is really going to regret all that in the end. And don't worry, things will look up. The first step is definitely college. I'm really really hoping for you there. I know you can do it though!
yea college is definitely gonna be the catalyst for things to start changing for good and I can't wait
(I love the word catalyst) lol
and thx for the vote of confidence Chris I really appreciate it:D
damn never thought id see you use this again. Not much i can say man i mean ive been saying the same thing for like a year now your sister is a dumb git that will regret not every trying to better herself in the real world. And you need to work and save (and not buy zune HD's when you work one day a week lol). Not going to college seems to be what has been making you sad for the last year so hopefully going makes you happy. Plus the chance of meeting new people and getting a chance at moving out again.
Yea I cant wait and the only reason I bought the Zune HD was because my Touch got stolen and I was tired of using a cheap ass mp3 player lol
JT, im so proud of you and i hope everything works out. <3 maybe ill start using my blog again... ive been thinking about it actually.
tell the whole family i love them... and i get your frustration about katie, ive had similiar feelings about people in my life... its like "If only they REALLY knew!" lol
well i love and get working on the SAT book =)
<3 Kelly
I will and yea you should def start writing in ur blog again I wanna know what you are up to!! :D Love you too!
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