Waiting...Waiting...Waiting....

I didn't write a blog last night and I apologize, but I have been a little down. I have been waiting to start my job for almost a week and it has seemed so much longer than that. Ever since I was informed that I got the job I couldn't help but thinking about my all my future plans like: being home alone for thanksgiving and finally getting away from my family for a week, and black Friday with Jeremy and Eric, getting a new laptop and an Xbox 360, and then eventually saving up some money to move out and away from this draining environment. As the week progressed and I finally realized that I didn't have the money quite yet and that I was still stuck in this house like a prisoner I started getting depressed. With the exception of hanging out with my cousin, that's how I have felt all weekend... Drained of all life and excitement. As I look at the clock and see that it is technically Tuesday, the day I start training I get a little excited and happy but not as happy as I will be when I start making tips and start receiving cash almost every other day :D. But until then I am still stuck in this black hole of a house. I also find my self not wanting to write my blog because I honestly do absolutely nothing except wake up really late and just watch T.V. or surf the internet and listen to music. But hopefully all that will change with the introduction of my job into my everyday life. While I am on the topic of not writing blogs... Jeremy what the HELL write your blog if you stop I will have to come over to your house and force you(Chris help me out we don't want him to be like Ryan). Also Jeremy if your reading this, the first thing I am doing when I fill my gas tank is coming to your house for a couple days(If its alright with your parents) because I gotta get out of this house. It is 1 A.M. and I am tired not really but I have work tomorrow(wow its been a long time since I said that) and hopefully after tomorrow I will be in a much happier mood and will have lots to blog about. So until that time....

Peace Out!

A court is in session, a verdict is in
No appeal on the docket today
Just my own sin
The walls are cold and pale
The cage made of steel
Screams fill the room
Alone I drop and kneel
Silence now the sound
My breath the only motion around
Demons cluttering around
My face showing no emotion
Shackled by my sentence
Expecting no return
Here there is no penance
My skin begins to burn

(And I said oh) So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
(And I said oh) We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one

I hear a thunder in the distance
See a vision of a cross
I feel the pain that was given
On that sad day of loss
A lion roars in the darkness
Only he holds the key
A light to free me from my burden
And grant me life eternally

Should have been dead
On a Sunday morning
Banging my head
No time for mourning
Ain't got no time{repeat}

(And I said oh) So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
(And I said oh) We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one

[Guitar break]

I cry out to G**
Seeking only his decision
Gabriel stands and confirms
I've created my own prison
I cry out to G**
Seeking only his decision
Gabriel stands and confirms
I've created my own prison

(And I said oh) So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
(And I said oh) We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one

(And I said oh) So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
((And I said oh) We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one) I created I created
My own prison

Should've been dead on a Sunday morning
banging my head
No time for mourning
Ain't got no time

As an Atheist I hold the right to censor the G word, if you have a problem with that than FUCK YOU!

Peace Out Again!