Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Home is Where the Heart Is,,,

So once again I find myself returning to my blog... Well a lot has been happening and I guess that is one reason I have returned, but also because now that will be back living with my parents it almost feels like I should (also thinking of vlogging again) There are a lot of Pros/Cons that come with this move but ultimately it is the best thing for me to do and I am a little excited. Not only do I finally have (stable) internet again but I really do like hanging with my family, of course in a couple weeks I will be complaining about no privacy and my shitty bed arrangement but hopefully the fact that I wont be living paycheck to paycheck will help to offset those cons. Now that I wont be responsible for $300 in rent and after one more payment my car will paid off (which is another $320 a month) I will finally be able to save again. Take into account that I will be working full time during season again (I didnt last season because of school) and all the money that will be staying in my bank account, I will finally get out of this hole I have been in for months now, the relief from that will be so satisfying.

After I am completely moved back in (tomorrow night hopefully) I can put my focus back on getting healthy and again getting out of debt. I need to start hitting the gym everyday again and eating healthy, which reminds me that when I get paid in a week I want to buy a juicer and go on a fruits/vegetable juice fast. I recently watched a documentary on Netflix call "Fat, Sick, Nearly Dead" and the couple of guys it focused on lost extreme amounts of weight in around 60 days although they saw drastic losses after 10-30 days. So I am hoping that no matter how long I can last on it that it will hyper reboot my body and completely clean myself out and super nourish my body so that the running and lifting I will be doing will be even more effective!

Its funny I have been fairly down for the past couple weeks, with all these different people calling for money and my phone company threatening to turn my phone off (again) but the past few days after I came to the conclusion that I needed and would move back in with my parents I have felt happier and more optimistic. Everything will be alright... It is not the end of the world... soon this will have passed and I will be on the other side happier than ever.

So yea once I do get to the other side of season and I have all this money saved up (hopefully) I want to take an extended vacation to Georgia to visit my favorite people in the world. When I am up there though I might look and feel around for jobs just to get an idea if it is even plausible to make to jump. I mean I do have friends here and I really do not want to abandon them but I honestly believe I need a change of scenery and maybe the month long vacation will suffice but in case it does not, I should be prepared. Another thing is that I have been thinking about applying to ITT for their Drafting and Design program but if I move to Georgia the only campus is in Atlanta 2 hours from where I would be living, but if I stay here there is one like 20 minutes away, just something else I need to factor in.

The reason I always find myself coming back is that when you really need to get something out but you really do not want to talk to anyone about it face to face, you can always just put it here. Not only that but everything is archived and it really is a trip to read things a year old and sort of realize that things either have or have not changed all that much for better or for worse...

So until next time...

Peace. ☮

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